PAIN !!

the pain i'm having now is the worst i've ever experienced before...imagine...i cant sit,sleep,walk....and guess what..i was standing while typing this post...its too late when i found this thingy..i went for injections,massage,traditional medicine all din work....until when i had this intense pain..i decided to go back to the specialist ad he did MRI scan..and it seems that my soft bone came out and my whole nerve was blocked...that is why...

i burst out into tears whenever i get up from my bed...coz the pain in my back is SUPERB....the feeling is like i rather i end my life....something like that...i do wanna give up until certain extend...its too pain...

i eat 2 painkillers in less 3hours...imagine that...hmmm....and i have to eat sleeping pill to make me sleep....haiz...

the pain is killing me.....

thursday i will be having surgery...its my 1st time having this experience..i will take it as a experience...adventure for me =D

furthermore..i guess it a test of friendship eh???hahahha....

PAIN !!!