bored !

i feel so bored without her wei !! seriously..omg....thought the whole day is packed with activities....but it feels like the body is there...but the soul is somewhere else :(

morning called and sms after that not anymore...

then my sister ajak me go for movie so yea i followed....aaahhh! i have to drive ! :(  fetch 7 ppl omg !.....went to MBO to watch gulliver's travel...hmmm...not bad la..i cant really enjoy the movie coz of youknowwhy....then drive to AEON to buy school shoe for my bro.......after that.....balik rumah.....reach home bout 5.30pm..gosh....so freaking tired...

i thought she will msg me at night but she didnt :(  okay....den...my aunt's friends arrived! its time for cooking class !!! woots ! 1st..the garlic den the onion...my EYES !! omg......den to the squid....geli !!  the ink the eyes the whatever it is.....yucks..hahaha.....clean everything d....

then lets start cooking !!! wheee......it is not easy as i expected :(...lots of things to do and take note of....anyway i think i can manage to do it.. as i will be cooking only for 1 person??hmmm.....pray hard that everything will go smoothly..wheee....

have to go pasar to buy squid tmr...grr...who can teman me ? :(  haiz...i must learn myself ! fine xD...

woohoo......

still no news from her....blablabla......

ukw?imysmw   :(

Confusion....

hmmmm......aiya....after talking to my close friend aka my senior.....i seriously dunno what should I do now...

SHOULD i continue what i am doing??i mean,will it be worth all the things i've done??

what if... everything just POOF all over again??haiz....i dun mind it POOF away but i'm still a human rite???i got feelings wan ma..aiyo....

2 of my friends envy that i can handle this POOF thingy....what can i do other then keep on smiling???hmmpf....i guess....there is no1 know me well enough....all of my friends though they know me well but there is alot of things i'm hiding deep down inside me....all just to myself.....what is the point letting others know bout me???

the only thing i can do is SMILE....smile not only brings up other's mood but also for myself...ain't that right ?hmmm...

anyway...JESSY....i wanna thank you for all the support u gave me since last 3 years??hahaha.....Gosh....

So now....what should I do with it now??i've done so many things....i think i should just end it by finishing it rite??let fate decide my future...yea....let it be...just follow the flow.....wheeeee.....

i love to sing :)

Singing is my favourite..I sing more than 1 hour each day..I know my voice sux and it is annoying,so what?? Like la i give a damn about it :(  i wont stop singing if you tell me to but err i will sing softer xD

I will only sing when I'm alone,bored,happy,emo and even bathing :)

Singing is part of my life..I just cant live without it...

The most important thing is that I will sing if I'm really stress out.I need it to calm myself down or else I will go crazy..haha

SO....
Whenever I'm singing please do not stop me eventhough it is annoying or irritating

THX FOR YOUR SUPPORT =P

"this"

"this" is the thing that i still cant achieve until today...
i just don't get it why but it seems like others is doing it pretty easy.."this" thing seriously gave me a big headache everything i have a new "this" gosh...
"this" is very complicating until now i dunno what is the "this" thinking bout...
its really hard to guess or whatever it is...haiz...
so "this" thingy hor...aiya...it comes and go just like that....sometimes i not sure whether i am still worth it for this "this".....
or i'm in another type of "this".....omg! its so freaking confusing...hmm....."this"  blinds everyone......
i hope 1 day i can get this "this" woots!....but i dun think it is easy for me to achieve it eh...even now i'm already having this :"this" but then i dun think "this" person that i'm having this "this" notice or understand me :(...so yea i will still leaving out the world of "this" ..woots....there goes YUAN the odd wan :(

Small Pig...

aaahh....what should I write bout this little small pig of mine???hahahahaha....

errrr.....small pig is not "evil" as you can see....owh owh !!...small pig loves to POKE !!...small pig can poke many many times ad its quite fast??what to do...small pig is a black belt holder eh??hahahahha

err what else bout small pig ??omg......oooohhhh.....its nice to talk to small pig thru phone....woots!...for the 1st time i talk to someone for this long..OMGOSH!....small pig happy eh???hahaha....

and and..small pig is very very very scared of small pig's daddy xD  especially when small pig's daddy frowned...i really wanna see your daddy le...woots! hahaha...to compare your daddy scarier or my mommy scarier...LOL...

1 more thing ! small pig HATES someone to chat with small pig in facebook chat thingy....it will disturb small pig's focus on something else....so please...readers out there...if you know small pig please do not chat with small pig that often in facebook....haha....... SMALL PIG agree with me ?? :)

1 more thing ! small pig is adorable ! hahaha....err...which pig is not adorable??hehehe....indirectly i'm trying to say the big pig is adorable also..woots

1 last thing !! errr.....she is errr....AWESOME :)

and last but not least :)  this post is dedicated to my beloved small pig..LOL...


*peace*  oink oink =P

SICK !!

aaahhh....its rare for me to get sick but once i get sick it will be quite serious wan....is it because of G6PD??damn it wei....
i still remember there is once i got high fever....that is my worst nightmare...hmm....for 4 days...whatever i consume,i will vomit out immediately...water food..anything !......and guess what..in that 4 days ! i lost 5 KG !!...hahahaa.....awesome rite :).....
and 1 more thing....i will get sick suddenly wan...no warning at all..grrr...
that is what happened to me yesterday !grrr....i was okay the whole day..nothing weird and nothing happened..after watch movie and all..i drive back home and straight away to bed...i feel so cold..i thought that is normal coz i just came out from the cinema???then after a short nap i woke up and my body is effing warm plus my leg is super duper pain...so sudden wei....the next morning...i tried to stand up but i cant...my leg hurts like nobody business and i called my mom...she brought me to a clinic...had an injection on my BUTT...and the pain went off...its something like pain killer???OWH YEA...my temperature reached up to 103 degrees wei !!scare me !!
anyway last night,my fever is quite bad...and my leg is hurting me pretty bad....there is only 3 person that i have in my mind on that particular time...1st of all is my mom....2nd is SMALL pig and lastly is GOD.....i dunno why but they are the ones that pop out in my mind....

and thx to you SMALL pig for accompanying me till so late...hohohoho....i'm so much better now after an injection...ahhh!!..

and i'm sorry to all the committees...that i din make it for the meeting....very very sorry...

KCBA 15th DYC

aahhhhh !!!! its another awesome camp we had !!

Pre-camp...
ahhhh!!! the time is like moving so freaking SLOW !!....we want to end the day ASAP but its like no ending...FUHHH......settle some stuff den walk around...doing nothing...AT LAST its night !!!

1st day
At last at last !! its camp time !!!...WOOHOO !!!....so so so so so freaking effing excited !! there is a participant reach about 10.30am..SO EARLY WEI !! more and more participant is registering..aahh !!...then start with ice breaking game !! fuuhh....gan chiong le hold the mic..hahhaha...anyway i'm glad they enjoyed :)  game grouping is kinda messy especially during Bear-fish-mosquitoe xD
UNCLE VIJAYA's talk is awesome rite !!! he is 1 of the best speaker u ever met rite???rite??hahahha....

2nd day
woots!! start with CAPTAIN BALL......G6 won...however they lose to the committee...HAHAHA...booo xD....next is word search...hahaha...its fun to read the passage....woots.....THE QUARTERMASTER IS also KNOWN AS "NIGHT OWL" :) ...hmmm.....AMAZING RACE.....at 1st i wanted to cry coz i failed...I FAILED to make it smoothly....however i didnt...i wanted to scold...chia wei tell me to ctrl..end up i didnt do it also....IN THE END..i only debrief..dats all :(.....presentation by Dr.PHANG i was not there..grrr.......and lastly is FEEL YOUR WAY....its so freaking funny wei !! hahhaa....they were blind folded...i told my group to bend down and walk and they DID !!! HAHAHA!!!...they sure thought there is a pole or something xD....they are so cute..wheee....

3rd day
start off with DETECTIVE D....is so freaking funny la !!!...my role is ex boyfriend....hmm....i broke up last month..gamble in macau..got a new GF...she got no money ( all i created myself )..HAHA....so ish!!...woots....so fun to be 1 of the suspect xD....next is physically challenged....hmmm....they enjoyed !! :)...i think they ejoy presentation by wee kuan also eh...the musical thingy :)... PEPSI COLA !!...ahh !! i miss the fun wei !! gosh !! grr...
next is water war !!.....i actually had fun preparing the water balloons...haha!! me tuck long and jason...rendam ourselves in the pale with the balloons....den we play BEAR FISH MOSQUITOE while preparing...the winner get the pipe to SPLASH !!...hahaha!! so funny la ..... and we crack alot of jokes..whee.....during water war...i ter-splash kuan wei's DSLR !! omg..i damn sry wei !! haiz....anyway we had fun !! rite ?!?! :)
last but not least is ZOMBIE RACE...hoooo......my station...the straw ball game....ACTUALL hor... u guys are reusing it...we just rinse it only..>HAHAHAH!!!...too bad xD

4th day
ahh!! its the last day wei !!...anyway in the morning we play the game...FUN FAIR :)....i'm the robber...and my job is to ROB and hide from police which is justin..hehe.....he cant find me for the 1st 2 rounds....then the 3rd round he caught me !!!...coz he hire ppl to catch me :(.....i ran from them....and i ter-drag a guy on the floor...i'm so so so so so sry wei ....haiz!!!..then then then..next is...slides and cert presentation...we have special tepukan for JASON and the president..awww...how sweet..haha....
last is FAREWELL.....the mood is like so happy.....but why CRY ?!?! ahhh!!...i cant tahan my tears wei!!...1st time i cry in front of so many ppl !!the reason i cry because :-
1) the camp might be the last camp.
2) i saw a girl cry
3) thought of the letter which chia wei wrote to me.
4) the SONGS !! omg =.='

THE END~~

this camp set the most participants among all the other years....i feel so awesome !!....
i wanna APOLOGISE to all of you if i made u guys angry or anything.....
AND 1 MORE THING.....my face look scary or fierce...but inside i'm like a girl...HAHAHA....so dun be afraid of me.....HEARD THAT AH    SMALL PIG :).....woots !!..

the things i learnt !
1 )  how to operate some1's leg if there is a stone in it...
2) be more confident while holding mic.
3) coping with loneliness...make yourself needed to feel needed..
4) EMO xD....hahaha




THE PICTURES WILL BE UPLOADED next time :)

*poke*

you know why i do not wanna end the poke??its because i miss you...

i cant talk to u..whenever i talk to u..somehow it will just end...i just wanna see your name keep appearing in my page....hmmm...

that is the only way to make me not to miss you dat much...lol...

i hope u will just continue doing it.....god bless u :)

the reason why...

woots.....at 1st i was so freaking active in updating my blog....

when time goes by...i'm getting bored...i mean...i've got less idea to blog....hoho....old d..mind works slower :( ....anyway there is a reason why i kept it alive...woots....there is this person that told me to create a blog and yea...i did created 1 which is yuanyuanthatsme.blogspot.com :)...

i wanted to just let it be dead but i tak sanggup to do so.....that is why my blog is like no visitors...haha...its basically for myself to read oly...or mayb few years later...i will view back all those old posts...and being nostalgic again xD....

my royal reader din even wanna read anymore...*sigh* i guess....its really for myself....

have fun VENDRICK...SHIOK SENDIRI =.='

I love it and I hate it !

gosh....  i love to focus on something but then i do hate it at the same time...haha.

the reason why i love it is because..err....make me more awake and more challenging.....its much fun this way...hahaha....and and and...it will also make the time flies :)....for example focusing on math question paper....without noticing the time...few hours already passed....how awesome is dat....same case to food...breakfast,lunch,dinner....focus on the food....without noticing...the food will finish in just few minutes...that is why i din talk when i'm eating...HAHAHA

i hate it because....it makes me sweat !! i dunno why...each time i focus on something..i sure sweat like nobody business.....especially eating...omg....the whole table..i'm the only 1 sweating..haha....special personality xD.....even playing DOTA.....focus on it will make me sweat...sitting down moving only fingers..can make me sweat....gaya rite ?! HAHHA

A selfish and immature act !

gosh.....committing suicide will get what benefit ??? oh my god.....
1st of all....your WHOLE family will be so UPSET that u commit suicide...you are a freaking son !  let say if your family is those typical type....OMG....they are so gonna KILL u again for committing suicide =.='...your parents feed you and whatsoever for how many freaking years?! and you waste it just like that??imagine the hardwork they have done and gave it to you....haiz...

2nd....you are so being selfish !   by committing suicide....you are making that girl FEEL so bad !!! you wrote there....do not blame it on her....DO YOU THINK your family wont blame her???think wisely la...what is wrong with you wei....

3rd....you are a freaking pro DOTA player....get 2nd place in MSIA....why would you wanna waste it???no love so what??GO FOR DOTA LA !!...then find back a new 1 la!....there is not only 1 girl in the whole world la !... or u shouldnt GIVE UP although she say NO...come on la !

IT is useless for me to say all this to you already ALVISS....coz u are already in the underworld....


This post is specially for those GUYS or GURLS out there that is still alive and is in a relationship/single......THINK WISELY BEFORE YOU Do ANYTHING STUPID....


BY COMMITTING SUICIDE is not showing how GREAT you are but its showing how STUPID you are.Its not about showing HOW MUCH GUTS you HAVE but its showing HOW TIMID you are...Because you don't dare to face the reality...


I doesn't mean to being offensive..just that i feel it is a waste of a freaking life...thx...

Sorry that I loved you ...

For all the time that I tried for your smile...
For making you think that i was worth the while...
so you love love love love love would be mine...
For sending you flowers and holding your hand...
That no one was there to take a stand...
But then love love love make us blind..
And I'm so sorry that i hurt you...
Sorry that I fell through...
Sorry i was falling in love with you...
I'm sorry that it came through but sorry doesn't turn back time...
For all that i've done to you..
I wish that I could make it right...
So sorry that I loved you..
Sorry that I needed you..
Sorry that I held you tight..
AND i'm so sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye..
For being the one that taught you how to cry..
It was love love love and it passed us by..
For giving you everything that you dreamed..
For taking it back when I fled the scene..
Sorry love for wasting your time..


:(

replacement failure !

do you know why i din tell you about the "person" i like???

its because i still have feelings towards YOU...i try to find for replacement....i thought it would be good..but den...i dun think it work out well as what i plan...haiz....i do hope dat...

WHAT IS MALYSIA ?!?!

so....what is the real meaning of malaysia ?!? omg!!...thx to my PA teacher..i damn eager to know what is the real meaning of it..i mean how they form the word MALAYSIA....aiya....every country got their own hidden meaning..but malaysia.??grr...

combination of MALAY and ASIA..dat is why it is call as malaysia...hmm..but !.... why asia ?? why thailand din put thaisia??  why is it asia? why china is not chisia??whatever......

the next answer is err...  MALAY S(sino=chinese) I(india) and A(forgot d..the meaning is lain lain) hahhaa!!.....if got ppl answer dis....its bullshit ! lol.....

SO what is the real meaning of malaysia ?!?

another answer !!

there is once a friend of mine asked me....can u differentiate like and love...hmmm..i couldnt answer my this particular friend though...

so i found out another answer of it...

LIKE is a mild LOVE....

LOVE is more to FOCUS i deep relationship...hmmm


i regretted for everything i did before this..grrr.....y i din think of this answer..haiz....if i can turn back time :'(

animals is God's wonderful creation.

my uncle say that..animal will tend to commit suicide...IF...their time had passed...what i'm trying to say is that....they are suppose to die but they are not dead yet..so they will just commit suicide...

there is dis dog...err it belongs to my grandpa's fren (HUAT TAT KONG..if u do read my older post)...so...err..his dog....he got skin problems...blablabla..so....1 day....dis dog...he went missing....hmmm....huat tat kong...came to my shop as usual and tell my mom bout it..dat his dong went missing...so he is only depressed.. cant do anything also rite....after few days...his dog came back !!!....and guess what !!!  his dog came back to have a last look at his master,huat tat kong, and then lie down dead...DEAD !!...omg...... his dog....cant die alone....in the end he have to come back to his master and die at his home.....it is so touching to hear dis....if chessie do so...i think i wont stop crying....OMGosh....haiz.....i feel so down now... what if chessie will have to leave me 1 day :'(

Today is a beautiful day but I cannot see it………..

A blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet. He held up a sign which said: "I am blind, please help." There were only a few coins in the hat. A man was walking by. He took a few coins from his pocket and dropped them into the hat. He then took the sign, turned it around, and wrote some words. He put the sign back so that everyone who walked by would see the new words. Soon the hat began to fill up. A lot more people were giving money to the blind boy. That afternoon the man who had changed the sign came to see how things were. The boy recognized his footsteps and asked, "Were you the one who changed my sign this morning? What did you write?" The man said, "I only wrote the truth. I said what you said but in a different way." I wrote: "Today is a beautiful day but I cannot see it." Both signs told people that the boy was blind. But the first sign simply said the boy was blind. The second sign told people that they were so lucky that they were not blind. Should we be surprised that the second sign was more effective? Moral of the Story: Be thankful for what you have.. Be creative. Be innovative. Think differently and positively. When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile. Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear. Keep the faith and drop the fear. The most beautiful thing is to see a person smiling… And even more beautiful is knowing that you are the reason behind it!!! After reading this post you really felt touched and you liked the story, I suggest you share it. Remember, this post could change someone’s life. Enjoy your day with a heart of gratitude.

1 Malaysia ??

recently i went to a KEM BINA NEGARA....they keep talk about 1 malaysia only...
i feel like BOOMING them but i scared....what if they hated me there...hahaha....kebebasan suara kononnya...lol..


do u guys think 1 malaysia will raelly work?? o0o  ... maybe it will but only for some people..... from my opinion....how will it work if....our own races wouldnt work together..what i'm trying to say here is dat,..malay fight against their own races..this happen to indians and chinese also.....we fight we our own races and u expect we work with other races.....haiz.....it is kinda impossible la....

in the camp...they keep scold NAMEWEE....i damn speechless la....for his 1st song.YES he is wrong...but the TNB and the MALAY teacher,..i think he did the right thing...dat is what kebebasan suara means...rite??...omg....i seriously don't understand what is malaysia doing here...

i feel so SESAT inside the camp....coz i dunno what to do...hahahha....however the students there is quite friendly..i mean SOME.....

blablabla......in a nutshell.....1 malaysia is impossible to work....1 malaysia is just a NAME to be used.....i'm sorry to say that.....it will only work if and only if our own races will work together and then only work with others races...or else...just DREAM ON la......

JOkers...

what i heard from my mom is err..  there is like 30~40 of teenagers..came to my shop and wanna "pao" my shop...hmmm....they not even 20 years old....WTF is wrong with the world nowadays...omg...

so my uncle called those teenagers and ask who is their dai lou..no reply...hmmm....so they waitng and waiting...and my uncles friends all waiting inside the shop...those teenagers is outside...i guess they dont dare to come in qua...

my mom say the wanna "tiao zui" hahahaha....wtf wei !!! "tiao zui" wearing slippers and those stupid preparations...gayaa wei.....haiz....WORLD has changed :)

choices to be made...

woots....i guess i got few choice to choose le next year!!!

1 )  continue my form 6..means i have to work really hard d...hahaha!

2 ) go for interview into police force....its impossible i can get it :(

3 ) stop form 6 and go out and work ;)

4 ) go to papua new guinea to work !! with my mom's friend....gosh....he owns a supermarket,a motel,a fooot spa massage centre and a high class restaurant !!!....hmmm


i told my mom i want to go to papua new guinea to work :)  wheee!! it is so much better there !

Nightmares !!

thx to you Tan See Yuen !!! for telling me bout your nightmares !!! grr!! mine is kinda scary but after i think back...it is nothing qua....i woke up 6.15am and wanna go out of the house to go fetch my mom...i damn scared wei !!! hahahah!! neighbours all still sleeping...i alone walk out of the house early in the morning after having a nightmare =.=' wtf !....

my nightmare is like this...err.....  i wanna go reload for my phone...so 2 friends of mine followed me ( i'm driving )...so i parked somewhere nearby....then i on the way walking to 7-11....there is this HUGE tree in front of the 7-11...hmmmm....on the way there...i saw a guy under the HUGE tree...i wonder...and then suddenly he turned!! and stare at me...my whole body tremble...immediately i turn back and ran back to the place i came from !...my friend immediately go to the driver seat and ready to speed....i get in the car and VROOM we go pass by that GUY !....and i say...KNOCK HIM KNOCK HIM !...but my friend didnt..hahaha....the end :(

woots :)

Life is so unfair.

Is it because of the karma I did in my previous life ??
Is it because of the sins I did??
I just don't understand the reason why..
People say when someone scold you means they love you and beat you means they care for you.
I tried to apply this quote in me coz I used to get beaten up by my mom and now keep get lecture by her..
For my bro,he din get beaten up or get any scoldings..Does this means my mom don't love him??However he is so much happier.This make me feel so freaking jealous and totally unfair for me.Until today,I still don't dare to talk back to my mom.I mean,I won' stand for my own right.This is because I'm still scared.The phobia I get from her is still in me.i do like her but not all the time.Just that I feel really tired of it.She din keep her promise and stuff like that.She said that i do not need to help out at shop once i start my form 6 but end up??I still have to work every saturday night.My elder sis and cousins stop working once they finished SPM but me?Still stuck in this freaking shop.Work like a bull for 8 hours and get only like 20 bucks?
I HATE MY LIFE !!...
When we was young,we started working at the age of 9 ! yes!! standard 4! but my younger bro and sis,they do not need to work.My younger sis already form 2 and she is so freaking seldom go to work.Its rare to see her at shop.My elder sis get mopst of the thing she wated.MOST OF IT! I feel so left out in this family.I feel that I doesn't belong here.I want to commit suicide but I do not have the courage to do so..GOD please help me :( Please OPEN my mom's eyes and ears so she could see me and heard me....

All over again!

Grrr.....the feeling is back and i hate it...the feeling will only bring disaster !!! aaaahhhh!!!..GOD pls help me....guide me.....tell me what should I do....i do not wanna suffer with this feeling anymore.....IT kills :(

Its so freaking fast !!

at 1st i thought of quitting form 6....hmm....yes i did...thought bout it....at 1st i thought form 6 is easy ! but den its not !!! so i decided to quit....but then..before i quit..i seek advice from several people...and they say...do not quit....if you wanna quit...finish up your lower 6 1st...and yea i agree with it...give me time to think wisely :)....hmmm.....in just a blink of an eye...lower 6 is gonna end soon (12th of november)..WTF rite?!?! haiz....

5 freaking months....OMG!!...we have been going crazy together...omg...i guess now i will just continue my form 6 eh....i'm not a QUITTER !!...grr!!....PIA dota for now...then delete it away next year..haha!!

must focus....PUT YOUR HEAD IN THE SCHOOL !!...wheee....i gonna miss alot people in form 6...haha!! all the crazy classmates....hmmm...
now i wonder....
i miss them in just merely 5 months....what if next year after stpm??? 1 year rite?!?! OMG!!...i will just break down and cry !! yes i will....woots!!!  i hope i get into police next year...den no need to cry..hehe!!....GOOD LUCK TO ALL YOU 6 SETIAs !!!

motivasi jati diri..

hmmm...i din regret going this ceramah....although the whole hall only got like 4 chinese???hahah!!...the motivation he gave is awesome...

basically he share most of his story...hmmm....for example....GOD created rules for what???is it to control us ?? it is just the same as government created rules to help us..to protect us....we are sane people...if insane people??here is the example..


a guy bought this MYVI (rm 60K) and he is so proud of it...and then he pass by a hospital and he saw the signboard (do not horn)...and he said "how dare you to stop me...i bought the horn for 10K and u say do not horn ?!?! you are only a signboard and you dare telling me not to horn this 10K horn ?!?!" and he press the horn twice...without knowing anything,few ahmas and ahpeks fall from the bed and dead....and he continue his journey...
he reached a slope...and there is a signboard (pls slow down your speed)...and he said "how dare you signboards?!?! are you trying to fool with me ?!?! I bought 5 gears and you tell me to you use only gear 1 or 2??!?! "  and he ad his speed and go down the slope with 5th gear....GOD bless him that he is not dead...then..
he reached till a trafiic light and it turns red...and he said "how dare you traffic light ?!?! are you trying to fool with me also?!..my job is an engineer and i know how you work..i know what is red yellow and green so you dont try to fool me !! " so he speed and go pass the red light..GOD bless him again that he is alright...


that is what an insane people will do......lets say if a guy..his wife is going to give birth at home...he have to rush back...and he speed pass the traffic lights...is he right?! and if a guy wanted to let go..and he have to reach a Rumah Rehat asap..so he speed !..is he right?!...yes rite? so both of them speed...and they met with an accident...sooo...

rules is to control us and guides us to go on the right path....

my best partner ever :)

its been 3 years....3 years she stayed with us...hmmm...time do flies...3 years old d...awww.....

big d hor...must listen to me d hor..haha!! weird eh..

3 years in our world but in dog's world is 24 years old....haiz...24 years old d wei....older den me =.='//

anyway..HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHESSIE !!!...

Whenever there is a hello...

apabila ada harlo...di sana ada BYE BYE...


During kindergarden,
we study,we play,we do things beyond our expectation together for 3 years.
After 3 years,and ther egoes every1,graduate from kindergarden and go to primary.


In primary,
we study,we play,we do things to make the teacher angry for 6 years.
After 6 years,and there goes every1,graduate from primary school and go into secondary.


In secondary,
we study,we play,we do things to satisfy us for 5 years.
After 5 years,and there goes every1,graduate from secondary and go into tertiary studies..


Before going into tertiary studies,every1 will have their so called "last gathering".Then off they go into colleges,form 6,uni or even overseas.

Its hurt to lose a friend that grow together but in the end have to let go..however after quite some time,when you found new friends,you will tend to be okay...you will let go and get new friends when u grow up..

Letting go and moving on is what our heart best at :)

Like or Love..

Until today,I still do not know the real meaning of like and love and what is the feeling when we fell in love.I was once asked by a friend,Leow Li Ying,"Do you know what is the difference between love and live?"..I tried google,ask friends,ask everyone and the answers is the same.Love is when you are willing to sacrifice yourself for him/her.Is it true? For me,I'm also willing to sacrifice myself for a friend.What I'm trying to say is like protecting,help out or what so ever.Its kind of confusing feelings.People said,when you love someone,you will tend to think about him/her all day long.I'm not sure whether I am abnormal or what but some times I will think about my friends all day long.Especially after a camp or an outing.Its weird I know.Its hard to differentiate the feeling of like and love.When you see someone you love,your heart will pump very fast??When I see my friends,my heard pump kinda fast also because I do not know what to talk about because its been a long time since we met.What I'm trying to say here is that,there is no difference between like and love.We will like a  person at 1st and maybe "love" after that?? The conclusion is that,we will still protect him/her or care for him/her no matter its like or love,friends or lover...

Why din I thought of this that time ??haiz.....

I got no regrets of anything..

most of the things i do so far..i got no regrets...MOST of it :)

actually...its only bout love live that i got no regret...hmmm...I don't mind being rejected or what..i know i cannot compare with the others..at least i realised about alot of things..yea...ALOT :)...so i don't mind...
I want to be in love again but I guess it wont be easy as last time eh..No more mistakes this time of harsh decision..YES..no more harsh decision..I will think wisely this time before doing anything stupid...Do not want to waste my effort,my energy,my time and my mind just for her...Its worthless..This time...i will make sure I wont make the wrong choice and will make the right move...hmmm.....do not want any disappointment...

The thing i regret is my studies??hmmm....i admit i'm lazy...yes i am...super duper lazy..in the matter of fact i hate to study..i dislike studying!..yes i hate it..A LOT !...but i have to study...its my future?hmmm...gosh!...I dunno why i dun feel scared or disgrace when my result is bad...haiz.. standard 1 till now (form6)...still play play...at least now in form6 i feel scared d...wheee....its time to PIA !!...but i still cant control...ish!!....i just hope i can pass my form6...


MY PLAN ~~

next year...i will be going for an interview for ANTI BRIBERY DEPARTMENT in the police force...hmmm.....my mom agree with me to go for it...whee!!....then...if i get it...AND I WILL BE START WORKING...woohoo!! watch out for those that receive and giving bribes.....hmmm....if i failed....then i guess i will continue my form 6??yesh i will...lol.....

after form 6....errr.....if i passed my form 6...i will be taking my degree in college...not in UNI...uni sux!..i mean government uni...ifi get my course in uni den i will go for it..if not den i wouldn't want to waste my time :)...rather go for college to take degree...and then go for police force!! owh yea!! I DO NOT CARE WHAT YOU GUYS THINK BOUT ME..i will still go for police !!
If i failed form6...then i guess i will straight go for police with a lower rank officer eh.....if get police traffic...HELL NO i will be going..HAHAHA....that is my plan for now...woots!



yes...i DO NOT HAVE ANY REGRET BOUT IT!!!.....

The Toughest !

since young....today ....it was the toughest thing i ever did !!

before this was errr....

the cement thingy...have to repair the cement...that wan still okay okay..

then...move house...FUHH.....carry that carry this....

i thought it would be the worst thing i did..

BUT TODAY !!!..

it was the toughest for me!! till today...

TODAY.....i chop down trees :(....i dunno why my grandma want the tree to be chop down...i keep say that chopping down the trees will be much hotter...but....useless...i cant do anything than just following what she want.....2 trees go BOTAK in 5++ hours !! only BOTAK....the roots haven take out yet...haiz...!!!  damn freaking tired and hurtful !!....cuts all over the legs and hands....and den the red ants!! its BIG...big red ants...bite me....:(...gosh!!! cannot tahan wei...haiz.....have to continue chopping the trees.....3 more le :(

HAiZ!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTA :)

WOOTS..... LIM ZHEW !!...ah sheng 2 !! SIS !! 38 !!  FFK !!!.....hohohoho!!!

HAPPY BURFDAY !!!! wheee.......

hmmm....i hope u like what we did for you.....i know you wont forget bout us wan eh !! hahaha!!! such a nice SURPRISED !! wheeee

better dun forget us !! especially ur "sis"....hahhahaaa!!!

GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS :)

The Reason Why I Stay?

In my 15 years of study.This year is the 15th years in school,I feel that it was the best year ever.I'm not sure if it is because of my class now got girls or what but i feel kinda different.At 1st i thought of leaving to college but I couldn't leave my classmates.Its been half a year we study together,recess together and go back together.Imagine the BOND we had.They are the reason why I continue my studies.I thought of quitting and go to work but I didn't.I met such a great friend.They persuade me.They nag me non stop and HERE am I still studying in form 6 :)

lets start with KAH JIE ~ I know him since i was 16 ? but then i'm not that close to him.However,now in form6,we are so freaking close.He teaches me alot *clear throat*..I mean alot ! :)  His anger changes alot.CREDITS to him..keep up the good work dude :0

SK,PETER,YS and VILUNG ~ 4 of them is so freaking smart.They gave me the OOM to catch up with them.And owh yea!! they play dota also..its fun to play with them.Wont get scoldings.Its only fun and laughter :)

XY and SS ~ FUHH..both of them.Damn freaking close..TOILET go together,RECESS go together,..wonder what they did somemore.SS is smart..I mean GENIUS..XY..she is good in ACC but she hate it..weird eh o.O

ZHEW SHENG and YAYING ~ They are known as JAMES & JESSE...Without them,our class will be so freaking quiet and boring.Imagine the noise they made..WE are used to it but others keep complaining..They dunno how to enjoy thats why :)

CHEN HOON,QIUXIANG and YVONE ~ they are the teluk gadong;s girls..3 of them is like sisters.They will stick together wherever they go.They are so quiet.I mean really freaking quiet..GOSH !

HUIKEE,MEISIEN ad SHOOKLING ~ huikee...hmm..my vice president :) ..meisien and shookling..aiya! same case...VERY QUIET...blablabla...

SUEWEN ~ when she 1st came in to the class,we hated her but after get to know her more,she is not dat bad..Still,she is so ISH~..headache ah talk to her.Feels like SLAUGHTER her..haha!..when she is good,she is real good but when she is bad,she is real bad :)

STELLA ~ Hmm..she is kinda quiet..Her english is not that good and she get a electronic dictionary..Her dictionary is awesome..GAYA-NESS :)

HUISIEN and CHENAI ~ both of them is the "twin" from convent :)..their english is SUPERB..very GOOD...everytime muet exam,their marks is the highest :(


OUT of all of them...only some inspire me and persuade me..KAH JIE,SWEE KHENG,AGNES,HUI SIEN,ZHEW SHENG ad VI LUNG...thx to all of you :)

All I wish is that,all the SETIAs stay together and graduate together :)

GOD BLESS 6 SETIA :)

I hope YOU know who you are that persuade me and nag me..DON STOP DOING IT :)

Why I Must Eat ???

1st of all....IF I DIN EAT...i will be thin :)

IF i get thin...i will have no mood or err the OOM to do something...

IF i dun have the OOM....i will be EMO...

IF i emo....i will have no friends!

IF i have no friends.....i will be so lonely...

IF i'm lonely...i will go crazy o.O

IF i go crazy....den i have to go for medication..

IF i go for medication....then i will bankrupt (how much i ate oso cannot cure)

IF i bankrupt.....then i will be dead :(


SO !!!.....i MUST eat :)

ALLELUYAH =.='

HMMF!!...

blablabla ~~~

alright.....  lets start with her BIOGRAPHY...

her name is TAN SEE YUEN...rite???her age is 18 years old if i'm not mistaken.....burfday january ???hahaha..what else???whatever la...more den enuf d..

i dunno why i mistake her surname most of the time as LEE SEE YUEN!..hahaha.....eh tai ma/lao tai ma/ahma....whatever la...wheee!!

errr....she is kinda "RUDE" ??LOL.......its not rude la actually..its ur way to communicate??haha!!!...

love  to show  oOo or .l.  

owh yea!! she likes to say "BABI !   SEK SI !!! "  i dunno why...mayb coz she is 1 and she tried shit before???blablabla..haha!!

ooohhh....she love dogs also...she got poodle :)....damn obvious rite...its in the pic d =.=' damn...hmmm.....but still...CHESSIE is better...haha!!! BOOO ~~...

aiya.....she loves to go clubbing @ mist......hmmpf!! say dun wanna go d but still....aiya......dun go d la...not good..haha!!....stay at home be a good girl le xD

last but not least....she is very open minded...hahaha!! a good thing eh??hmmpf......

Being Evil To Be Good..

yesh !! its true....
some times we have to EVIL to be GOOD.....
being EVIL not necessary means that we are evil....


SCENE 1
anonymous : omg....i'm feeling tired d wei...
me : den go and sleep la!! aiyo...
anonymous : but i dun feel like sleeping...
me : okay den...up to u ....i go afk....u slowly wait here aite :)
anonymous : omg!! evil la u ! layan me la..
me : *no reply*
anonymous : omg ! fine... *offline*
me : *shiok sendiri*  see we have to be evil to be good..at last he/she went to bed :)




SCENE 2
anonymous : hmm...my phone credit is burning !
me : then off your phone la..aiyo...
anonymous : but i'm damn freaking sien....
me : u rather burn ur credit?? =.='
anonymous : yesh...too sien liao..
me : *off the phone*
anonymous : *wtf !!* *call back*
me : *press the red button* :)
anonymous : *went to bed and sleep*


SCENE 3
anonymous : hey yo !! lets go clubbing :)
me : ALRIGHT !!...
anonymous : hmmpf! i din bring enough cash wei !
me : omg!! i bring just enuf for myself...
anonymous : HOW !?
me : lets go back la =.='
anonymous : NO!!..i wanna rock the floor tonight..the both of us gonna rock it!
me : how to go without cash??
anonymous : that is what i asked u just now =.='
me : *drive and go back*
anonymous : wtf ?? he went back...i'm all alone *talking to himself*
me : *driving*
anonymous : *drove back home*

*save cash xD*

u see.....some times it is good to be evil....being evil to be good....wheee !! :)

For you i will..

i know you are kinda stress....families....studies.....and especially relationship...

i understand how you feel as I'm feeling the same way too??hmmm

i promise you i will back off....as I said i will until i found some1 else???but it is not easy to let go off some1 that easy you see..hmmm....i will not stop loving you but i promise i will not interrupt your love life anymore....

you do not have to feel guilty anymore...i think you know what i mean....i know there is another fella chasing after you also...hmmm....do not think twice....do what is best for you....

GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS....believe in HIM and u will get his answer...pray hard...good luck and all the best...

ILY (L)  <3

arghh!

i dunno what to say other den saying I MISS YOU...

i miss you day and night...

i dunno what u are thinking right now and i dun care bout it...

I MISS YOU that is all I know bout you...hmmm...

*SIGH*......

what is live without risk??

why should we worry so much when we are old???

we tend to do things without any worry when we were young...so why not now???

love is unfair....can we measure love???how do we know we love him/her more than him/her do....there is no point thinking that we love him/her more than they do...

why should we worry that our parents woulnt accept??...we are 18 already...they trust us more than ever....we can convince them rite???hmmm

time is not the matter...in fact it show how patience we are...and how sincere am I to show my love for you...


i shall wait for your timing as i said before....just that dun tell me to stop loving you or say i deserve some1 better.....
i hope u read this....hmmmm

imy.....

i feel useless!

damn it.....

i cant do anything while she is lying sick on the bed....
i dunno what should I do other den asking her "how are you ?"

what is the how are you gonna help with it..
will it make it better???

wtf am i thinking...ARGHH!!..

i wanna be there but i cant.....i wanna heal her but i cant o.O

how useless am i...sitting here on9 and she is sick at the other side....wth wei !!..


FML!

best moment ever...

its a night to remember...
to remember...
its the night...
to last forever...
i'll never ever forget..


i shall never forget that moment....omg!!!

i feel so BOOM !!....wheee whaaa...

go back cant sleep whole night....how great is that.....can u feel how i feel???omg....cant even sleep wei...get that right.....hahahaa.....HYPER now.....i'm so so so so happy :)...

its the night to remember.....time i not sure...but its 26th of september !!  its that day..that day.... the best moment ever :)

That Girl - David Choi (on screen, ACCURATE lyrics)(HD)

the best song ever!!! suits me well......hmmmm......all i can do is...PRAY that all of u will be great ...GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU :)

So What??

so what if like her...
so what if i pray for her..
so what if i something behind her back..
so what if i care for her...
so what if i worry bout her...
so what if i stay coz of her...


she wouldn't even care....haiz....

i'm so lost...

haiz....i seriously dunno what i should do....i got no1 to talk to...need some1 to talk with ah!!....family cant....friends oso cant....now what ?!?!?!

the person i need the most is already haiz....damn it wei...

i dunno how long i can do this anymore....pls help me!!!

i just cant wait for this year to end and start a new beginning next year....its HURTING....its so freaking HURTING me...haiz..

Inter Buddhist Youth Tournament..

it was the 2nd year BISDS organise this event.KCBA decided to join this year...hmmm....it is an awesome even t!! :)..

woke up around 5 plus....head to KCBA..meet up witht he others...and then head on to MOUNT KIARA..dunno what international school..haha!....reached around 7 plus...fuuhh.....VOLLEYBALL GAME starts at 2.30 but we reach so freaking early =.= wth wei.....anyway we enjoyed watching other sports....

in the end...KCBA managed to get  champion for VOLLEYBALL and BASKETBALL...3 placing for girl's 100m sprint....2nd place for tung-a-war.... not bad eh for a 1st timer ;)

guess how we train for volleyball???haha!!....we train 1 day before this even was help....just to get back the feeling...ad most of us got bruises on our hand..hmm....we din even expect to win this tournament....but the will to win is there and yea we did it
!!   omg!!! love it wei !!! woohoo!

NEXT YEAR MUST JOIN AGAIN :)

Enlightened Perspective.

Please read all the way to the bottom:
If you will take the time to read these, I promise you'll come away with an enlightened perspective. The subjects covered affect us all on a daily basis: They're written by Andy Rooney , a man who has the gift of saying so much with so few words.. Enjoy.......
I've learned.... That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person.

I've learned..... That when you're in love, it shows.

I've learned..... That just one person saying to me, 'You've made my day!' makes my day.

I've learned.... That having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world.

I've learned.... That being kind is more important than being right.

I' ve learned.... That you should never say no to a gift from a child.

I've learned.... That I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way.

I've learned.... That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with.

I've learned..... That sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand.

I've learned.... That simple walks with my father around the block on summer nights when I was a child did wonders for me as an adult.

I've learned.... That life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.

I've learned.... That we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for.

I've learned.... That money doesn't buy class.

I've learned.... That it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular.

I've learned... That under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.

I've learned.... That to ignore the facts does not change the facts.

I 've learned.... That when you plan to get even with someone, you are only letting that person continue to hurt you..

I've learned.... That love, not time, heals all wounds.

I've learned.... That the easiest way for me to grow as a person is to surround myself with people smarter than I am.

I've learned.... That everyone you meet deserves to be greeted with a smile.

I've learned.... That no one is perfect until you fall in love with them.

I've learned.... That life is tough, but I'm tougher.

I've learned.... That opportunities are never lost; someone will take the ones you miss.

I've learned.... That when you harbor bitterness, happiness will dock elsewhere.

I've learned.... That I wish I could have told my Mom that I love her one more time before she passed away.

I've learned.... That one should keep his words both soft and tender, because tomorrow he may have to eat them.

I've learned.... That a smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks.

I've learned.... That when your newly born grandchild holds your little finger in his little fist, that you're hooked for life.

I've learned.... That everyone wants to live on top of the mountain, but all the happiness and growth occurs while you're climbing it.

I've learned.... That the less time I have to work with, the more things I get done.

what can i do??

i seriously dunno what should I do...haiz..... should i msg or not /?!? haiz...


this is a kinda "song"...hmmm.....randomly sing....get the tune and stuff...hmmm....my thoughts...haiz....need help from some1 to play guitar...help to edit the song....haiz...i hope someday i will sing it proudly to her...i miss you....
i wan to msg u but i dun dare to...scared...worried...hmmm...

every night.... i will wish u *silently* good night.... may god be with u...god bless u...

dear lord jesus pls take care of her...in jesus name i pray...amen...

you are the one...

everything I do....reminds me of you...
every words you said..melts my heart..
moments that we had...still fresh in my mind..
all the fun we had...not forgotten..

you are the one for me..
that i would love forever..
you are the one,the one touches my soul..
you are the one for me...
that i would love forever..
you are the one,the one enlighten me....

and then you have got to go..
far away from,leaving me alone..
without you..my live its empty..

you are the one for me...
that i would love forever..
you are the one,the one touches my soul..
you are the one for me..
that i would love forever..
you are the one,the one enlighten me...

guess so...

what should I do ??...hmmm....

so many choices to be made...haiz..

1) stay in form 6..

2) IT course

3) teacher course

4) work...

haiz.... at 1st i choose to work....but then my aunt disagree with it....she tell me to at least get a cert..haiz...now i think i will go for IT course....doing some survey and stuff....

if they accept me to their college and get ptptn loan...and BYE to form 6....yes !!....

promised are meant to be broken...sorry to you-know-who-you-are.....hmmmm....i dunwan to force myself into something i cant do....

at least let them know....

Read this, sad but touching.....



Message: can any message be more touching than this?

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.
Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2
persons

               left in this world without any special someone in our lives.
Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do.

Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game.

Daniel: What game?
Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend.
Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for the
following weeks..
 
DAY 1:
They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film.

DAY 4:
They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together.

DAY 12:

Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House.. Jasmine was scared

and she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed..

DAY 14:
They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. The
fortune teller said: 'My darlings, please don't waste the time of your lives... spend your time together happily.' Then tears flow from the teller's eyes.

DAY 20:

Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor... Jasmine mumbled something.


DAY 28:
They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident.

DAY 29:

11:37 pm

Daniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to play this game...
Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road..
Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.
Daniel: Wait for me...

20 minutes later... a stranger  approached Jasmine.
Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?
Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?
Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical in the hospital.

11:57pm
The doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice & a letter to Jasmine.
Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket.
Jasmine read the letter which says:
Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my
life. I love you, Jasmine...
Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted..
'Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you... Remember that night we saw a meteor? I mumbled something.. I wished that we would be together forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel... I love you, you cannot do this to me
Then the clock strikes 12

Daniel's heart stop pumping
 THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY...
************************************************************************************
Always love your loved ones & show them how you feel before it's too late.. You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace.. If you were given a time to bestow petals of
everlasting compassion & love to your love ones, today is the day. Love them while they are still here...
at least let them know.....hmmmm

So Damn Stupid...

hmmm...got no mood at work at all....moodless.....thinking too much....haiz...

bla bla bla.....work and work and work..

until around 5 plus...my mom tell me to be alert...i asked why...and she said....they might be a fight...i say OKAY....i feel energetic !!!...

BY FIGHTING :-

can let out our anger..

can get killed !! (good)...no need to live in this miserable world....

can learn to be brave :)

so most of us quite alert...hmmm.....in the end didnt fight....sux !!...those indians went out of the shop...and they were talking in tamil...

suddenly 2 indian fight..WITH EACH ANOTHER...lol.....so all of us watch...dats all...1 of them keep hit the other fella....and dat fella dat kena hit did nothing ..only provoking....balles...haha!...their friends keep stop them...in the end....every1 whack that guy that keep provoking....wth !!...we stunned..haha.....then 1 of his friend explained to us....the reason is because.....that fella that kena whack....he is drunk....they worried bout him driving his bike...tell him to sit car but he dunwan...so end up kena whack....stupid rite?!??!haiz......

jealousy...

the GOODS of jealousy...

1)it shows that we care the person more than any1 else...

2)it shows that he/she is appreciated..

3)Jealous as in a "flattering playful" way to enhance the self esteem


4)it makes him/her feel cherished...


5)It shows that you lover cares that you his/her only one.


6)it shows that u are afraid to lose some1 u love...


7)its a feeling where it cant escape..


8)it shows that we are attached...


9)it shows he/she is needed in his/her life...


10)it symbolizes a healthy love...




its not bad afterall rite?? :)

random facts :)

Name : eng kwan yong xD

age : 18++

sex : male

-A full time la sallian until form 2 den transfer to ACS when i was 15..

- love sports !! especially volleyball and badminton :)

- active in LEO and INTERACT !

- is kinda free thinker person??believe in buddhism and christianity.

- crazy about internet and games.

- love math and history but dislikes study xD

- bad tempered...impatience...stubborn...lazy

- loves to eat!!...all sorts of food !!

- likes to meet new people..

- love my 'wife' alot :)

- fat like a pig?xD

- adventurous..hmmm

- scared of ghost but wish to see 1 =.='

- curious about something new...

- keeps all the hard feelings to myself unless i want something from you :)

- annoying fella..bull shitting always xD

- love classic songs !!! alot !

- a scary cat fella..hmmm

- phobia of spider,bees, a bit of height and motorcyclist at night :)

- weak??consult doctor at least 5 times a year...haiz..

- loves taking pictures...but cannot be a photographer...

- love to collect items...anything will do..

- love to sing although i had a bad voice..hehe

- love is in the air -_-

Its Been So Long.....

omg.....its been so long since the government build the flyover.....the business drop...DROP like hell wei.....

after the road done...the flyover done....TODAY....TODAY is freaking awesome!!!....THE BUSINESS IS SUPERB.....after so long....today....is my 1st time.....my shirt half wet !!..i shud bring 2 shirts next time...its awesome wei....got no chance to sit at all.....omg!!....

my mom's bah kut teh....FINISHED.....left the pig leg oso got ppl order...MY GAWD......the business is gaining back the momentum...i like it !!....

HUAT AH ~~

yesh !!

at last...for years i wan this thing and i got it !!!

ITS MY .... L LICENSE..... my gawd....i'm so hyper when i got it...and i sound stupid at the same time....HAHA...after i get my L license...i walk around and i saw samantha soe. !!....she look at me and i look at her but  i dunno who she is..UNTIL she smile !! hahah.....only can recognise...sry wei samantha..haha!!....

den balik....chat with you...dat is the best time i ever had..whenever i chat with u :)....but sry la...my cousing using his pc...and i keep pinjam awhile to reply you..really sry le...haiz....good nite :)

my life is not complete without you..

this is a simple song i wrote just think i need you,

everything I wrote inside it is true all..

kamu dengar lagu ini yang ditulis untukmu,

dengan ini aku ingin mengatakan bahawa aku cinta padamu..

wo shiang ni,i miss you,aku rindu padamu,tanpa mu,without you,

my life is not complete,

wo ai ni,i love you,aku cinta padamu,

denganmu,besides you..

my life is not complete....

zhe shi wei ni xie de ge..shi wei ni er xie...

wo hui yi yang dou ting jian,

wo de sheng yin,

kamu dengar lagu ini yang ditulis untukmu,

dengan ini aku ingin mengatakan bahawa aku cinta padamu,

wo shiang ni,i miss you,aku rindu padamu,

tanpamu,without you,my life is not complete,

wo ai ni,i love you,aku cinta padamu.

dengamu,besides you..my life is not complete..

wo ai ni,i love you,aku cinta padamu..denganmu,,

beside you..my life is not complete...

there is 7 strings on my guitar..

8 colours of my rainbow..

and i wrote this song..

saying i love you..

coz you are the 7 strings on my guitar..

the 8 colours of my rainbow..

and i wrote this song..

saying i need you..

coz you're the one..and I love you....

wo shiang ni..i miss you..aku rindu padamu..

tanpa mu,without you..my life is not complete...

wo ai ni..i love you...aku cinta padamu..

denganmu,besides you..my life is not complete..

is this a joke or what?!

damn....

later treat me so good....later ignore me...wth wei....i'm so freaking confused....haiz....i just dunno what to do...

i dun mind waiting...i seriously do....hmmm

 If this is really the right person to be with,waiting will be well worth it.......

and yes...its worth it....i shall wait...and wait...and wait....haiz....though it hurts...i will still wait....

i will be right here waitng for you....hmmmmm

AWSOME !

thx to all of you for the wishes.....and the crazy celebration at KP........



i wanna thx u for wishing me....i din expect u will....coz u wish me only NATIONAL DAY...i was so down....u enlighten back my day...THX SO MUCH.....i appreciate it....

wheee.....i'm so high on that night before i go to sleep...thank you for that....thx thx :)

so what ?!

so what if its merdeka....

so what if its my burfday...

it is stilla normal day....normal routine.....boring day....haiz...

i thought it would be awesome but then...nothing special at all....

i thought that person would be the 1st to wish me....but guess what..its not....instead its CHEE HAN....omgosh..i miss u alot wei...CHEE HAN !!!.....arrghhh......2nd is my mom......she called me...how nice...hahahaha...next i forgot who d...hohoho....

"happy national day" instead of "happy burfday"...haiz....i feel so down...VERY VERY DOWN :' )...

its my burfday wei !! come on !!....i should be happy...YEA....HAPPY....hmmm......

get lots of ang pau....eat mee suah....

owh yea..talk bout mee suah.....my mommy cook mee suah with BAH KUT TEH and an egg....AWESOME combination..YUMMY...


thats all for now.....hope it will be awesome ahead.....haiz....

FML~~~

what i wanna do is FML!!!........

Am I dumb or stupid ?!?! TELL ME !!.....


ITS BOTH DUMB AND STUPID :)...


no point regretting now...as you said liying..haiz...


FYI....i'm not emo......these few days i'm having stomach ache in class...how to happy??hmmm...and its kinda stress okay.....so its not EMO.....NOT EMO......i am a happy go lucky person.....can ask those who know me well.....i think so la...hahaha.....so yea....i'm not emo....no need to worry whether wanna talk to me or not...just talk.....i wont eat you :)

Turn Your Frown Upside Down...

Stave off the blues with these fun tips ! :)

1) Dance like crazy...

Dancing get you moving,which boosts your blood circulation,ad gets your body working properly.As a bonus,this exercise helps your brain produce endorphins,those magical feel good chemicals.Also,if you've been hiding your feelings,or aren't too good at expressing yourself,then you ca use dance to act out the you feel.Once you've "spoken" you'll feel better !

2) Tell a joke...

When you're laughing,your brain releases endorphin,which are brain chemicals that make you feel good :)

3) Eat garlic !

Garlic affects the release of serotonin,the brain chemical that acts as a tranquilliser to calm you down,induce sleep and relieve depression.Eating a few cloves of fresh crushed garlic in your lunch can relieve stress in a natural way.

4) Pump up volume !

When you're down,don't listen to sad stuff ; it will only make you feel worse ! Instead,go for music that will give you a boost.

5) Take up running...

Running is a very simple activity,but it can pack a powerful punch and knock out that depression.Running helps the brain release feel-good chemicals,and tones the body,which improves self-esteem.

6) Let it all hang out...

People who have long-term or repeated episodes of depression,often find it useful to meet up with a support group.Just meeting up underlines the face that they are not the only ones who are struggling with depression.If you don't have a support group,create one by talking to friends and family.You'd be surprised how many people have been depressed at one time or another.

7) Eat chocolate...

Dark chocolate or cocoa helps boost your blood flow,which means your body floods with oxygen,giving you an instant energy boost.

8) Play video games...

Play video games can boost your health IF you pick the right ones.......look for "exergaming" devices that combine video game fun with real exercise :)

*HAPPY GO LUCKY*