A house is a structure as the other poster put it, but a home is the people who live in the house and make it a safe and pleasant place to be. You've heard quotes such as "Keep the home fires burning" (during the wars years) and the oldie but goodie "Home is where the heart is." You can live in a beautiful home, but if you have no one to love and share it with, then it's just a plain house no matter how fancy it is. Poor or rich, no children or a dozen children, adults have the control to make any place a good home.

A home can be anywhere you live -- your home may be a mobile home, or a motor home, or an igloo. For some, home can be an abandoned warehouse on Main Street in Anywhere, MSIA. You can call an apartment your home. As they say, "Home is where the heart is."

But a house is a physical structure with walls and a roof and a door. An apartment would not be considered your "house" :)

*HOME SWEET HOME*

Jealousy A sign of love??

Jealousy can have many reasons. It says often more about yourself than about your relationship. You find yourself not attractive and you think you will lose your partner because he or she is more attractive. But that is the wrong attitude if you love each other it doesn't matter if an ohter person is more attractive or smarter it is the inside of you that your partner like.

Jealousy means in fact that you don't have the power to give your partner some freedom and that is wrong because love means that you trust each other and jealousy is a wrong sign. It means that you are not sure of your partner or that you are afraid to lose him or her. If the love is real there is no reason to doubt and you need to threw away these wrong ideas because it can cause problems in your relationship.

Jealousy can also mean that you are afraid, afraid to be alone if your partner will leave you.

Jealousy is in fact a possessive sign, it shows that you think you own your partner, which is a wrong sign.
Don't let jealousy play an important rule in your relation because your partner needs also other social contacts and you need to accept that and to trust each other.

*AFRAID TO BE ALONE*

Making Small Talk...

For most people,barbecues,parties,lunches and weddings conjure up images of mouth-watering food,interesting people and a relaxing time.For some,such social events resemble nightmares.Are you tired of watching social butterflies flit from one group to another exuding confidence and jolly laughters as you grip your glass and grit your teeth painfully waiting for the second hand to slowly tick by??
it's easy to dismiss the importance of informal functions but believe it or not,many extraordinary events take place at these dos - opportunities knock,deals are closed and kindred spirits connect.
Become a social butterfly yourself by remembering these key points :-

Be approachable...
Take a deep breath.Smile.Relax.Look around to see if anyone is standing alone like you are.You'll be surprised to find out that there are nervous people out there.Approach them if they smile in return.Start with a "HELLO" and let the conversation flow naturally.
It's absolutely alright if nobody talks for awhile - we do need to breathe every now and then.In fact,being a good listener is also part and parcel of being a good conversationalist.Remember to keep your comments light and positive..Keep your complaints to yourself...

Being Prepared...
Since you're there to socialise,having a few questions on everyday topics can start or steer a conversation long.Closed questions allow the other person to respond easily with a "yes" or "no" and elaborate further if they want to.
Open questions invite the other person to talk about the topic in detail and help the both of you to find similar areas of interest.If you're out of ideas and furnishing and decorations,the food being served and the people around you may give you ideas of comments to make and question to ask.Besides everyday topics,your personal favourites are also interesting matter.
If you're lucky,you may meet someone you can click with instantly but be mindful of sidelining others in the room.Make a mental note to exchange contacts with your kindred spirit and get the conversation back to the group.

Be Yourself...
Nobody is more interested than someone who is genuinely interested to hear what you have to say.

Be Sensible...
:)

there is always a "goodbye"

sigh.....i know you have to go...i do agree with the reason...that is the best choice for you i admit...


1st of all...i wanna apologize to you...i'm really sorry for what i had done to you...calling you as "driver" and stuff...hmmm....really sorry if i did anything wrong...i really do...

next i would like to THANK YOU....omg!!>...A VERY BIG THANK YOU for you.....u know what i mean rite....for all the help.....fetching me....doing all those stuff..haha!!....THANK YOU SO MUCH...

and last but not least.....i would like to wish you all the best....I hope u will excel in your future :)...wheee.....


DUN FORGET 6 SETIA YEA !!.....must hang out whenever we are free...keep in touch through phone or facebook :)....wheee.....

*TERPISAH doesn't mean BERPISAH*

My Family...

I decided to share about it because most of friends is having the same problem.It is quite a sad thing to talk about it.Whenever I thought about it or heard about it from my friends make me feel really down..

PAST IS HISTORY

The reason why i wanna share about it is because I want my friend to know not only her is having this problem.I want her to know that her friends is also having the same problem.I admit it is hard to endure this feelings but we must not avoid it..

My story goes like this......

I'm once a happy go lucky kid in my family.Whatever I want, I will get it.Until when i was 14 which is 4 years back.I noticed my parents were quarreling and they seems to communicate lesser.As I'm still young,I do not know what is exactly happening.During that period of time,I saw ALOT of unpleasant things.It is such a embarrassing act for an adult.

My mom is the one who suffered the most.She is totally tensed.When i wanna talk to her,she will raise her voice ad all.It makes me to talk lesser with her....

As we grow older becoming a teenager and know more friends,we tend to hang out more often.Everytime I ask permission to go out and when my MOM doesn't give me a green light,I will get angry ad always complain about it.Because of this,my mom got really angry ad she will say that I'm not respecting her as my mother i other words being rebellious.I do feel sad about it.There is once I didn't talk to my mom for a couple of months.When I saw her,I don't even call her as what i used to do.Both of us just kept quiet during that period of time...

In the end...my sis...aunts.uncles..grandma advised me about what had I done and stuff like that..I know I'm wrong but my mom is also wrong...normally human won't admit they're wrong...

I decided to apologize to my mom..and guess what...The things seems to get better...we tend to communicate more..hmmmm

When i grow older,I tend to understand why parents do not allow us to go out so often and come back so late....
the reason is because :-
1)as a parents,they take care of us for so many years already...their love towards us not as what we think...so if anything happen,they will be so depressed.
2)If we go out often,the possibility of something happen to us is high.Parents do read newspaper and they knew that the community is not safe.Anything can happen anytime anywhere...


When they ground us,we tend to be rebellious like showing our anger ad things like that...

sometimes parents is also unfair..they tend to let their son to go out more often than their daughters..The reason is because,,girls is more vulnerable if compare to guys..Every news that came out is all about girls...GUYS DONT GET RAPE rite??? so parents is more worried about their daughters...

sometimes i would want my mom to concern more about me..I don't mind whether she lecture me or what..i just want her attention...HER ATTENTION !!

Its been 4 years,my siblings and I stay with my mother after they got divorced..My dad took a lump sum of money with him and her even surrendered my insurance and my sis insurance money..My mom is totally broke..I understand her feelings and all..She told me what happened and all...SHE USED TO ONLY TELL ALL THIS TO MY SIS BUT NOT ME....I guess i get what i've been wanting...HER ATTENTION...it seems that I get her trust and yes indeed she trust me more than ever..I HAPPY OF IT...


My point of this story is to tell YOU that not only you is having this problem..Its hard to talk or explain to your parents when they are angry...they wont even listen to you so DO NOT be sad if they wouldn't want to listen..these is already planted in every parents' genes...we cant help it...
they only way to let them know is :-
1) talk to you relative..THEY KNOW WHAT THEY'RE SUPPOSE TO DO..
2)talk to your elder brother/elder sister..TRUST ME,THEY CARE FOR YOU MORE THEN YOU CAN IMAGINE ALTHOUGH THEY BULLY OR TEASE YOU ALWAYS..
3)write a letter..explain it in detail...and write they your intention is not bad...and you know what they feel...the...put at a place where they can find it easily...
4)if you do not want to write letter...you can always send a message :)


let say,if you are angry....will u listen to someone's explanation ?hmmmm


Every parents do quarrel with each other..They do now know that we as their children is actually baring the consequences.We cant do anything.All we can do is only watch then go moody..Once in a white parents need us to "teman" them especially our MOM...

in conclusion,parents do care for us "BEAT IS CARE,SCOLD IS LOVE"  we must understand them..


This post is dedicated to YOU..it is based on a true story that happened to me..I hope you don't get upset with it ad I do hope your relationship between your parents especially your MOM with you would be better..


GOD created a hard life for all of us to make us stronger...

this is a extract of a song...hmmm
"life is a road i wanna keep going..
 love is a river i wanna keep flowing..
 life is a road,now and forever wonderful journey..
 I'll be there when the world stop turning..
 I'll be there when the storm is through"

That is why GOD created family and friends for us...
TO SUPPORT US..
TO ENCOURAGE US..
TO HELP US...
TO BE WITH US...
appreciate them...they meant alot for us...

ONCE AGAIN...I HOPE YOU RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN YOU AND YOUR PARENTS WILL BE BETTER....

*GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS*

When you are down....

do you know why GOD gave us a family and friends ???

its to support us when we are down...
to guide us...
to help us...
to advice us...

do not ever feel sorry or sad bout anything...

past is history and future is mystery...

what u have to do is to live ur life to fullest....focus on what you are doing today...

with that...u will feel way better...hmmm....

So Near Yet So Far...

hmmm.....its so near...but yet so far away xD

Dream Dictionary...

While our dreams are definitely unique,there are certain themes and elements that almost everyone experiences.These can be interpreted to mean certain things about the dreamer.Funnily enough,there seem to be more common negative or scary dreams.Here are some of the most frequent dreams people have,and what they could mean.

CAR TROUBLES OR ACCIDENT
this dream usually happens when the dreamer is feeling powerless or not in control over his/her life.It could also mean that you feel you are headed for a "crash"


BEING CHASED
This could be you being chased by a person,monster,animal or anything at all.It usually means that someone or something is making you feel threatened.The thing that is chasing you can offer clues to what you are feeling anxious about.


A MACHINE/PHONE BREAKS DOWN
This dream can mean that you are feeling out of touch with reality.It could also indicate that a part of your mind or body is not working as well as it should be.This dream can also happen when you're feeling worried about making a connection with someone in your life.


TRAPPED OR LOST
In this dream,you can be lost or trapped in any number of ways.This usually points to feeling conflicted or trapped in real life,and unable o make a choice.


MISSING A PLANE,TRAIN,BUS OR BOAT
You are rushing to catch a ride,but miss it by just few minutes.This dream can happen when you're struggling with making a decision,and can mean that you feel like you've missed out an important opportunity.It may also be a warning to get your life together in order to get what you want.


FAILING A TEST
This may mean you feel unprepared for something that is about to happen to you,or that you are playing the wrong part in your life.


SICK,INJURED,OR DYING
You feel emotionally hurt,like you're falling apart.It could also mean you are afraid of being emotionally hurt.If someone else is the victim,it may mean that whatever that person represents to you is finished or at risk of being lost.


TEETH GOING BAD,OR FALLING OUT
This may mean that we are afraid of being unattractive in real life.It can also mean a fear of being embarrassed and/or losing control.


BEING NAKED
This often means that you are feeling insecure,exposed or awkward,or afraid that you have revealed too much about yourself.


FALLING OR DROWNING
The person having the dream may be feeling insecure or lacking support.They may be feeling overwhelmed by life and about to give up.


NATURAL OR MANMADE DISASTER
This represents unexpected and uncontrollable change.You may be feeling overwhelmed by some chaotic change in your life.


HOUSE DAMAGED OR DESTROYED
Our house symbolises our personal world,and damage to it may represent worry about certain parts of our life being threatened.Different rooms in a house can represent different parts of our lives,depending on how we feel about those rooms.

*WHEEEEE*

The Dreamy Type...

YOUR body may wind down every night when you go to sleep,but your mind lights up with all sorts of colourful slights and sounds...your dream,of course.Dreams are a real mystery though ; scientists still only know very little about our nighttime images.
dreams can,however,be divided into several kinds.Have a look at these,and see which kinds of dreams you have most often :)


DAYDREAM
So your body is in your HISTORY class,but your mind is off receiving the ACADEMY AWARD for best actor...
daydreaming is classified as a level of consciousness between sleep and being awake.
it happened when your imagination carries you away, and you become less aware of your real surroundings.
dream interpreters believe that nightly dream symbols are also applicable to daydreams,and that the activity accesses the more creative,right side of the brain.
and did you know everyone daydreams an average of one or two hours a day?! Did anyone say, "Soooooooze!"?


FALSE AWAKENING
Have you had an experience where you though you've woken up,and gone about your morning routine - brushing your teeth,getting ready for school,eating breakfast - and the suddenly,you wake up again and realise all that was just a dream? Then,you had a false awakening dream.


NIGHTMARE
This,of course,is the villain of dreams.No one likes being scared silly while they're sleeping,and even worse,waking up feeling terrified by a bad dream.But nightmares are actually a good reflection of what's happening in our lives,and an indication that something is bugging or worrying us in real lives.
Of course,nightmares can also have simpler explanations,like sleeping in an uncomfortable position or eating too much before bed.And don't be embarrassed about waking up trembling from a monster in your dreamland...studies have found that about three quarters of dreams are negative..


LUCID DREAMS
If you've ever had a dream where you knew you were dreaming,then you've a lucid dream.Most people wake themselves up when they suddenly realise they are dreaming,but it is possible to remain aware and continue dreaming.
If you can do this,you can actually take control of your dream and do whatever you want in it.You can have lots of fun in your very own dreamscape : think up a crazy city.and it's there,imagine yourself among prehistoric creatures,and there they are;conjure up a school made of chocolates,and it's deliciously real.Your imagination is literally the limit.


RECURRING DREAMS
This is when you keep dreaming about the same storyline or theme over a long period of time.People who have been through very stressful or traumatic events sometimes have recurring dreams.In many cases,they tend to be nightmarish.
Common recurring dreams involve flying,being unable to move,losing your teeth ad drowning.Dream interpreters say the story in recurring dreams refer to an unsolved or ignored problem in your life,and once you find the solution.the dreams will stop.


PROPHETIC DREAMS
One of the most mysterious yet common perception of dreams is that it is a way for us to predict the future.While there is no scientific proof of this,there are may people who claim to have dreamt about something before it actually happened - this is what is know as a prophetic dream.
Even if you don't believe in that,one logical explanation is that your dreaming mind is able to put bits of information together before your waking mind can , therefore being able to "predict" how a situation is going to turn out.That said,I wouldn't be too confident about dreaming the questions to that upcoming exam.....

*DREAM ON*

GAYS or LES !

GOD doesn't create US for this relationship and he wouldn't want us to be is these relationship...HOWEVER...these cases is increasing in the society...WHY ???

the MAIN reason and the ONLY reason is because of MAN....MAN MAN MAN !....

because of man's act....girls tend to become lesbian....they lost their trust on man..that is why.....man keep hurting them...cheating on them etc etc....its hard for them to endure the pain in them....to avoid getting hurt...to avoid sadness...they CHOOSE to be a lesbian...a les partner...can stay quite long....I NOT SURE WHY :) but it makes them feel happy...it is normal for a les partner in the society....getting more and more les partner nowadays...AND MOST OF THEM QUITE HOT =.=' ....

because of man's act....GUYS tend to become gays!!! these particular guys...they worry that they might become like those MAN that hurt girls...so they rather become a gay then hurting girls in the future....hmmm....that is why....but then..gays is still not acceptable in the society...because..its kinda weird..for 2 guys to hold hand rite??*2 big size man holding hands* @_@


from my opinion...i don't really agree with these type of relationship....GOD create us in a pair *a girl and a guy*.....there is a reason WHY there is male and female...hmmm....becoming gays or les wouldn't solve the matter.....i think....girls and guys should understand each other more...they should learn from each other so that the understandings will be better...in that case,their relationship will be way better...hmmm :)

*I'm NORMAL :)*

I'm sorry !!

It must've been so hard on you

I'm sorry for all I put you through

I'm sorry for the helping hand i didn't lend

I wish i'd be a better friend

How do I tell you that I'm sorry

With a gesture,a look,a touch?

How is it I never realized

I hurt you so much?

I'm sorry I hurt you
I didn't meant to
I'm sorry I hurt you
I regret,i do
What I did,i regret
So lets make up and forget....

I'm sorry I'm bad..
I'm sorry for all the things I said to you...



*SORRY*

Ever thought about committing suicide ??

I'm 100% sure that each of YOU out there did thought about committing suicide....its a common thing for a teenager to think about it....its because we are undergoing stress i guess??haha...


WAYS TO COMMIT SUICIDE :-

a) jump down from a tall building.....
b) cut yourself with a knife...
c) drown yourself...
d) lock yourself in a room with burning charcoal...
e) HIRED A ASSASSIN TO KILL YOU :)


However.....all these "ways to commit suicide" got the consequences...

HERE IT GOES...

a) its pain when the impact hits...OUCH !!
b) its kinda pain...and you will feel cold !...EEKKK...
c) its not easy to drown yourself...you will eventually swim back to the surface :)
d) errr....this is a tough wan...people will saw the smokes.in the end..they will rescue YOU xD
e) TOO EXPENSIVE 0.o


you see...its hard to commit suicide...in the other hand.....you should think wisely also.....let say if u suicide....

it wont help in anything...it will just make the thing WORSE....

your parents will be crying all day long especially your MOM !...

it is not easy to take care of you till this long...for so many YEARS....you should know what they feel if their hard work vanished *POOF* just like that....

for example....you have a pet...then it is dead....how would you feel???hmmm


THINK ABOUT IT WISELY BEFORE YOU COMMIT SUICIDE.....

INGATILAH ORANG TERSAYANG :)

changes so fast....

i just wanna know WHY god created human that change feelings so fast...i mean...its very hurtful for those who being hurt by some1..haiz...i feel sorry for those who had been hurt by anyone..

why do human changes feelings???
because of boring??
because of enjoyment??
because of interested??

HAIZ...

everyone do have feelings...but some people rather choose to be the HARD type of feelings where they will tend to hurt people...when the others got hurt, they wont even care about it...

normally the 1 who hurt the others is GUYS....what is wrong with YOU GUYS !...i mean ...come on i thought we are suppose to be gentleman??

is that gentleman enough to hurt someone especially a girl???

i'm not saying this because of just the fun of saying it...its proven....mostly all of my friend's FATHERS hurt their mom ALOT!...everytime i heard about family problems...everything surely about their father....HAIZ!...disgrace !

i DO hope that i will change the fact bout guys....i really do hope that i can change what they will think about on GUYS....i know it will be hard...haiz....1 day....wait till 1 day...i know...that...it would be a different thing....and i know...there would be a perfect couple....a couple where peace is 24/7......hmmmm

*appreciate those who is with you,do not regret after that*

jealousy means LOVE ???

A :  obviously it is.....

B : NONONO...its not...its not about love...

C : errr.....vendrick what you think bout it....

i do agree with A and B....jealousy means love and jealousy does not mean love....

for some people jealousy do means love..and for others...jealousy does not mean love...

jealousy means love....

some people thought that jealousy means love.....this is because...the 1 they love/like talk to other guy/girl than talking to him/her....they will actually feel jealous...this means love???haha!...sort of la...

jealousy does not means love....

hmmm...jealousy does not means love....this is because....its not bout feelings or whatsoever...its just jealousy...for example...he/she won ! but i lost...i'm jealous of her/him....this doesn't count as love rite??errr.....another example is that he/she ask question from other people but not you and you got jealous...the thing is what is the point ask you if she/he knew that you don't know the answer....is this call love???

so GUYs...is jealousy means love???hmmmm.....think bout it :)

* I'M SO FREAKING JEALOUS !!! *

Do Parents Care and Love for their Child???

yes they are ! a very big YES indeed....the problem is that...the way they show their love and care towards their child is different..

for example..they ground us from going out of the house..this will eventually make a person to get mad because he/she might have an outing with his/her friends but then their parents don't let them out...PARENTS got their own reason....for this reason it is because :-

a ) you have been going out too much which it will affect your studies :)
b ) your parents read newspaper,therefore they are worry about your safety
c ) you are being too naughty xD


parents do love their children..if not why they born you out at 1st...hmmm....except for those parents who abandon their child....actually they are forced to do it...every MOTHER love their baby...they have to do it because :-

a ) they cant raise their child
b ) they are scared...
c ) they are too young
d ) man sux ?? =.='


don't ever complain what your parents do to you...whatever they do it is for your own GOOD !..though we complain alot...they didn't care because what they want from YOU is your safety...

we tend to fight back...can u imagine how sad they are going to be...i mean....hmm...forget bout it :)

what i'm trying to say is...just listen to your parents especially your MOM....MOM is the most howtosayit....they are the 1 who suffered the most and they still managed to raise YOU up....so be glad...

you can forget about father's day but not MOTHER's day !!....


what i'm trying to say is...appreciate them....do not ever go against them...listen to them...their experience is way more then us...support them when they are old like how they support YOU when you are young....and last but not least....STAY HEALTHY....eat medicine if you are sick....finish up your antibiotics !! :)..

* STAY HEALTHY *

how can you make a girl love you with her life and the next thing leave her?

Dear blog,

today,i saw a girl.She was beautiful with a sweet-looking personality - the kind of girl that you would date if u were a guy.She stood there silently,in the most serene view one could ever imagine.The waves crashed and the wind roared but as I watch her stroll along the beach it was if mother nature muted her presence.It was just her (and me,watching curiously) and the whole entire beach with the whitest sand ever.She turned around,her long hair flew all around her,and smiled a smile so genuine happiness.
I looked behind me and realized we weren't alone.In front of me,stood a tall,well-built figure of a man,that kind of figure that had the arms you would want to run into forever for protection.He walked towards her and gave her a big embrace,and in my mind I kept thinking there isn't a more beautiful or perfect couple than this.He looked in her eyes and held her - and it felt like time had stopped just for them.With just that fraction of a second one could know ,one could feel - the joyous aura of selfless love.No exchange of words needed.He took her hand and they continued walking....towards a journey together that never end.



Dear blog,

today I saw a girl.She was a mess.her hair looked uncombed for days and her eyes looked like she lacked sleep for weeks.Her body was weak,she couldn't even support her own weight.She knelt there,her knees buried deep within the sand..Her hands covered her face,where she sobbed endlessly.But no one could hear her,for the stormy rain covered all her cries.
I was at lost of what to do.As I stood there watching with my umbrella,i realized it wan inhuman for me to leave just like that.I walked towards her,covering us with the umbrella and asked if she was alright.She turned to look at me and as I focused on her I was shocked to see that she was the same girl i saw just the other day.Where had her beauty gone ???
She tried to smile,but this smile was so different.It was forced,lacking everything it once had.Like all the happiness was sucked out of her into a vacuum.I helped her up and we walked silently away from the stormy rain,away from the beach,away from where it all began.
Then she turned to me and I readied myself for what she was about to say,but she was still silent,and her tired eyes told me that she didn't want to speak.She gave me a small nod and slipped a letter into my finger before walking away.
" I saw you watching us the first day.I hope you can keep that memory in your mind and erase what you saw me become.The man of my life would never leave me,and I know he would not.No matter how much we fought,or how angry we were at each other - at the end of the day,that embrace was what keeps us from tearing apart.You should already know the reason of my state.He's not here,he's gone and that part of me has gone with him as well "
I understood and it made it a point to give her my condolences the next time i saw her.


Dear blog,

You can't imagine what I just saw.As I walked pass the beach,I saw a familiar figure.I looked closer and realized it was that man ! I thought he was dead ??? curious,I walked towards him.What I saw made my heart break into pieces.He had his arm around a girl,but she wasn't the same girl as before.He was still happy.The new girl seemed oblivious to what he used to share before meeting her.Unable to contain my feeling,I slapped him.Before he realized what was happening,I threw the letter in his face.


" how can you make a girl love you with her life and the next thing leave her??? "

......to this day,I try to believe on what I 1st saw but up to now,I know it will take a miracle to ever witness...or ever experience....such a relationship....


I just wana tell YOU....choose the partner of your life wisely...do not put too much hope in it...the more hope you put in it,the more disappointment you will get....hmmm.....fyiismysm :)

FYIISMYSM !!!

Like VS Love.....

took long time to draw dis :(...sux in drawing...agree???:)

in front of the person you love,your hearts beat faster

but in front of the person you like,you get happy.

in front of the person you love,winter seems like spring

but in front of the person you like,winter is just beautiful winter.

if you look into the eyes of the one you love,you blush

but if you look into the eyes of the one you like,you smile.

in front of the person you love,you can't say everything on your mind

but in front of the person you like you can.

in front of the person you love,u tend to get shy

but in front of the person you like ,you can show your own self.

you can look straight into the eyes of the one you love

but u can always smile into the eyes of the one you like.

when the one you love is crying,u cry with them

but when the one you like is crying,you end up comforting.

the feeling of love start from the eyes

but the feeling of like starts from the ears.

So if you stop liking a person you used to like,all you need to do is cover your ears.

but if you try to close your eyes,love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever...

GOD Gives and Forgives....

PEOPLE Get and Forget...

Do You Know Why????

Do you know why i didn't do it JO YEE???hmmm...as you said..get to know her better 1st right??? and yea...i'm doing that....

furthermore,i dunwan to make a mistake....i mean..i dunwan to make my move d...end up i dun like her...its like hurting her isn't ?? so yea...

next is that....there is a jealous feelings in me....HAHA....i wanna know what the other guy think 1st...if he do like her..so i think its better i back off....hmmm....no point competing..ruin our friendship only...

then..have to know what she feels oso ma...correct or not?!? if i dunno what for....so better let it be....

that is all i think...if got more i will tell you..haha!!!.....its your turn to tell me now !!

WHEE !!!

Be More Confident ! :)

There are probably billions of fears in the world.....the fear of height,spiders,small and enclosed places and so on.Many believe that the only way to overcome your fear is to face it.Somehow,this has not worked for me.

Ever heard of the fear of public speaking? Yup, a chicken in front of a crowd.That's me all right.I may not be scared when I'm speaking in front of a small crowd of familiar faces,but when a sea of faces which I can't recognize stare at me,my brain just shuts down

however.... there were a few suggestions and methods that I found rather helpful :)

1 ) Always arrive at hall or area,which you will be speaking at earlier.Familiarize yourself with the surroundings and test out the equipment to prevent mishaps.

2) Choose a position in which you will feel comfortable and not stiff !

3) Write your own speeches so that it sounds like you and not anyone else

this will enhance your presentation and seem more natural....

The above methods will allow you to fell more comfortable presenting your speech therefore lifting part of the burden off your back.And if the suggestions above still don't help,try doing what I do.....how a great sense of HUMOUR !..Most of the time,we don't enjoy public speaking because of our egos.We are afraid of committing an embarrassing crime that might bruise our egos.The only way to hand such a problem is by LAUGHING it off !!!

Therefore,if you ever face a situation where you're asked to speak in public,just go ahead and do it!Sure your hands may shiver,your legs turn to jelly,and your expressions are stoned,but if you see the fun side and ACT confident,I assure you things will go just fine.If things don't go as planned,remember,LAUGHTER is the best medicine and will definitely heal a bruised ego! :)

Ghost do exist??

Most people do not believe in ghost until they meet or experience on any ghostly phenomenon.These actually happened to me.I don't really believe it until I experienced for a few times.....

HERE IT GOES.....

my very 1st experience was the cupboard sound came from my maid's room...i was playing game till late night..suddenly there is a sound where some1 open the cupboard and close it back...I don't think it was the wind..because the main door is closed...there is no window...so yea...scary :(.....then after that only I knew that my name used to rare baby ghost....my maid's room was my father ex office..WTH !

NEXT.......being pushed by a ghost...what i mean is something like...errr.....i was sleeping..then when i was awake...i cant get myself up from the bed..its like something heavy is on me...hmmm....then there is once...i heard a very loud ( SUPER LOUD ) voice playing in my hear and i cant move....gosh...scary rite ??lol

last but not least....it was during my camp.....that time i'm suppose to go for jungle trekking..so i went back to my tent and change...so when i was opening the ZIP, the zip stuck den suddenly i saw the palm figure moving inside the tent...i thought some1 is helping me to open...but nothing happened...so i go to the other side of the tent and open the zip...when i open almost finish...i saw the YELLOW small shoes....i thought it was my friend..when i turned..i saw no1...WTH !!



This phenomenon happened to my bro as well..

he and his bunch of friends were playing..somehow they were chasing a guy....so this guy ran....they chase him till a corner...and that guy turn to the corner..so every1 followed..guess what??..when they turned...that guy vanished 0.o NOWHERE to be seen....fuuhhh!!!




BUT still until today i don't really believe it..because everything this phenomenon happened to me,i'm damn freaking tired...haha!...I do hope to see 1 face to face but i'm scared...but 1 thing for sure..there is not a single person saw a ghost face before....normally they only saw the figure or either the hair cover the face.....

for those who is scared....do not think of it...if u are scared...PRAY....

talking bout all this make my hair stand...whee.e...

*SPOOKY*

KPA trip...

as usual...the bus came late...we waited like a DUNGU for 45 mins...haiz......

its a 5 hours journey there....had our breakfast....played telematch..beachball games....its FUN!!...woohoo...

then we when to fishing.....we swim in the sea with the fishing net....make a hemisphere...then pull to the shore....the students failed....hahaha....get few oly...but the teachers caught like tonnes of fishes wei..haiz...

then ate dinner.....den chit chat till 2am only go sleep....5.30am woke up..haha....isn't great???hehe....

then go those kilang and stuff..visits and all...boring.......THEN....5pm we head to the sea...MIDDLE of the sea....hoho...to catch sotong.....4 boats head out...2 boats wet back early coz cannot tahan..haha....my boat was like AWESOME....we keep singing all the way..like mad fella....ITS FUN....hehe...I cant get any sotongs...until last min I caught 1....it feel GOOD...hehe...then head back to shore at 12am...wheee....balik chalet tidur :)...

ext morning woke up then go back lunch the balik klang..reach klang around 10pm....haiz...


to see pictures pls go to my facebook profile...lazy to upload here :)

*ENJOYED*