animals is God's wonderful creation.

my uncle say that..animal will tend to commit suicide...IF...their time had passed...what i'm trying to say is that....they are suppose to die but they are not dead yet..so they will just commit suicide...

there is dis dog...err it belongs to my grandpa's fren (HUAT TAT KONG..if u do read my older post)...so...err..his dog....he got skin problems...blablabla..so....1 day....dis dog...he went missing....hmmm....huat tat kong...came to my shop as usual and tell my mom bout it..dat his dong went missing...so he is only depressed.. cant do anything also rite....after few days...his dog came back !!!....and guess what !!!  his dog came back to have a last look at his master,huat tat kong, and then lie down dead...DEAD !!...omg...... his dog....cant die alone....in the end he have to come back to his master and die at his home.....it is so touching to hear dis....if chessie do so...i think i wont stop crying....OMGosh....haiz.....i feel so down now... what if chessie will have to leave me 1 day :'(

Today is a beautiful day but I cannot see it………..

A blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet. He held up a sign which said: "I am blind, please help." There were only a few coins in the hat. A man was walking by. He took a few coins from his pocket and dropped them into the hat. He then took the sign, turned it around, and wrote some words. He put the sign back so that everyone who walked by would see the new words. Soon the hat began to fill up. A lot more people were giving money to the blind boy. That afternoon the man who had changed the sign came to see how things were. The boy recognized his footsteps and asked, "Were you the one who changed my sign this morning? What did you write?" The man said, "I only wrote the truth. I said what you said but in a different way." I wrote: "Today is a beautiful day but I cannot see it." Both signs told people that the boy was blind. But the first sign simply said the boy was blind. The second sign told people that they were so lucky that they were not blind. Should we be surprised that the second sign was more effective? Moral of the Story: Be thankful for what you have.. Be creative. Be innovative. Think differently and positively. When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile. Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear. Keep the faith and drop the fear. The most beautiful thing is to see a person smiling… And even more beautiful is knowing that you are the reason behind it!!! After reading this post you really felt touched and you liked the story, I suggest you share it. Remember, this post could change someone’s life. Enjoy your day with a heart of gratitude.

1 Malaysia ??

recently i went to a KEM BINA NEGARA....they keep talk about 1 malaysia only...
i feel like BOOMING them but i scared....what if they hated me there...hahaha....kebebasan suara kononnya...lol..


do u guys think 1 malaysia will raelly work?? o0o  ... maybe it will but only for some people..... from my opinion....how will it work if....our own races wouldnt work together..what i'm trying to say here is dat,..malay fight against their own races..this happen to indians and chinese also.....we fight we our own races and u expect we work with other races.....haiz.....it is kinda impossible la....

in the camp...they keep scold NAMEWEE....i damn speechless la....for his 1st song.YES he is wrong...but the TNB and the MALAY teacher,..i think he did the right thing...dat is what kebebasan suara means...rite??...omg....i seriously don't understand what is malaysia doing here...

i feel so SESAT inside the camp....coz i dunno what to do...hahahha....however the students there is quite friendly..i mean SOME.....

blablabla......in a nutshell.....1 malaysia is impossible to work....1 malaysia is just a NAME to be used.....i'm sorry to say that.....it will only work if and only if our own races will work together and then only work with others races...or else...just DREAM ON la......

JOkers...

what i heard from my mom is err..  there is like 30~40 of teenagers..came to my shop and wanna "pao" my shop...hmmm....they not even 20 years old....WTF is wrong with the world nowadays...omg...

so my uncle called those teenagers and ask who is their dai lou..no reply...hmmm....so they waitng and waiting...and my uncles friends all waiting inside the shop...those teenagers is outside...i guess they dont dare to come in qua...

my mom say the wanna "tiao zui" hahahaha....wtf wei !!! "tiao zui" wearing slippers and those stupid preparations...gayaa wei.....haiz....WORLD has changed :)

choices to be made...

woots....i guess i got few choice to choose le next year!!!

1 )  continue my form 6..means i have to work really hard d...hahaha!

2 ) go for interview into police force....its impossible i can get it :(

3 ) stop form 6 and go out and work ;)

4 ) go to papua new guinea to work !! with my mom's friend....gosh....he owns a supermarket,a motel,a fooot spa massage centre and a high class restaurant !!!....hmmm


i told my mom i want to go to papua new guinea to work :)  wheee!! it is so much better there !

Nightmares !!

thx to you Tan See Yuen !!! for telling me bout your nightmares !!! grr!! mine is kinda scary but after i think back...it is nothing qua....i woke up 6.15am and wanna go out of the house to go fetch my mom...i damn scared wei !!! hahahah!! neighbours all still sleeping...i alone walk out of the house early in the morning after having a nightmare =.=' wtf !....

my nightmare is like this...err.....  i wanna go reload for my phone...so 2 friends of mine followed me ( i'm driving )...so i parked somewhere nearby....then i on the way walking to 7-11....there is this HUGE tree in front of the 7-11...hmmmm....on the way there...i saw a guy under the HUGE tree...i wonder...and then suddenly he turned!! and stare at me...my whole body tremble...immediately i turn back and ran back to the place i came from !...my friend immediately go to the driver seat and ready to speed....i get in the car and VROOM we go pass by that GUY !....and i say...KNOCK HIM KNOCK HIM !...but my friend didnt..hahaha....the end :(

woots :)

Life is so unfair.

Is it because of the karma I did in my previous life ??
Is it because of the sins I did??
I just don't understand the reason why..
People say when someone scold you means they love you and beat you means they care for you.
I tried to apply this quote in me coz I used to get beaten up by my mom and now keep get lecture by her..
For my bro,he din get beaten up or get any scoldings..Does this means my mom don't love him??However he is so much happier.This make me feel so freaking jealous and totally unfair for me.Until today,I still don't dare to talk back to my mom.I mean,I won' stand for my own right.This is because I'm still scared.The phobia I get from her is still in me.i do like her but not all the time.Just that I feel really tired of it.She din keep her promise and stuff like that.She said that i do not need to help out at shop once i start my form 6 but end up??I still have to work every saturday night.My elder sis and cousins stop working once they finished SPM but me?Still stuck in this freaking shop.Work like a bull for 8 hours and get only like 20 bucks?
I HATE MY LIFE !!...
When we was young,we started working at the age of 9 ! yes!! standard 4! but my younger bro and sis,they do not need to work.My younger sis already form 2 and she is so freaking seldom go to work.Its rare to see her at shop.My elder sis get mopst of the thing she wated.MOST OF IT! I feel so left out in this family.I feel that I doesn't belong here.I want to commit suicide but I do not have the courage to do so..GOD please help me :( Please OPEN my mom's eyes and ears so she could see me and heard me....

All over again!

Grrr.....the feeling is back and i hate it...the feeling will only bring disaster !!! aaaahhhh!!!..GOD pls help me....guide me.....tell me what should I do....i do not wanna suffer with this feeling anymore.....IT kills :(

Its so freaking fast !!

at 1st i thought of quitting form 6....hmm....yes i did...thought bout it....at 1st i thought form 6 is easy ! but den its not !!! so i decided to quit....but then..before i quit..i seek advice from several people...and they say...do not quit....if you wanna quit...finish up your lower 6 1st...and yea i agree with it...give me time to think wisely :)....hmmm.....in just a blink of an eye...lower 6 is gonna end soon (12th of november)..WTF rite?!?! haiz....

5 freaking months....OMG!!...we have been going crazy together...omg...i guess now i will just continue my form 6 eh....i'm not a QUITTER !!...grr!!....PIA dota for now...then delete it away next year..haha!!

must focus....PUT YOUR HEAD IN THE SCHOOL !!...wheee....i gonna miss alot people in form 6...haha!! all the crazy classmates....hmmm...
now i wonder....
i miss them in just merely 5 months....what if next year after stpm??? 1 year rite?!?! OMG!!...i will just break down and cry !! yes i will....woots!!!  i hope i get into police next year...den no need to cry..hehe!!....GOOD LUCK TO ALL YOU 6 SETIAs !!!

motivasi jati diri..

hmmm...i din regret going this ceramah....although the whole hall only got like 4 chinese???hahah!!...the motivation he gave is awesome...

basically he share most of his story...hmmm....for example....GOD created rules for what???is it to control us ?? it is just the same as government created rules to help us..to protect us....we are sane people...if insane people??here is the example..


a guy bought this MYVI (rm 60K) and he is so proud of it...and then he pass by a hospital and he saw the signboard (do not horn)...and he said "how dare you to stop me...i bought the horn for 10K and u say do not horn ?!?! you are only a signboard and you dare telling me not to horn this 10K horn ?!?!" and he press the horn twice...without knowing anything,few ahmas and ahpeks fall from the bed and dead....and he continue his journey...
he reached a slope...and there is a signboard (pls slow down your speed)...and he said "how dare you signboards?!?! are you trying to fool with me ?!?! I bought 5 gears and you tell me to you use only gear 1 or 2??!?! "  and he ad his speed and go down the slope with 5th gear....GOD bless him that he is not dead...then..
he reached till a trafiic light and it turns red...and he said "how dare you traffic light ?!?! are you trying to fool with me also?!..my job is an engineer and i know how you work..i know what is red yellow and green so you dont try to fool me !! " so he speed and go pass the red light..GOD bless him again that he is alright...


that is what an insane people will do......lets say if a guy..his wife is going to give birth at home...he have to rush back...and he speed pass the traffic lights...is he right?! and if a guy wanted to let go..and he have to reach a Rumah Rehat asap..so he speed !..is he right?!...yes rite? so both of them speed...and they met with an accident...sooo...

rules is to control us and guides us to go on the right path....

my best partner ever :)

its been 3 years....3 years she stayed with us...hmmm...time do flies...3 years old d...awww.....

big d hor...must listen to me d hor..haha!! weird eh..

3 years in our world but in dog's world is 24 years old....haiz...24 years old d wei....older den me =.='//

anyway..HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHESSIE !!!...