Whenever there is a hello...

apabila ada harlo...di sana ada BYE BYE...


During kindergarden,
we study,we play,we do things beyond our expectation together for 3 years.
After 3 years,and ther egoes every1,graduate from kindergarden and go to primary.


In primary,
we study,we play,we do things to make the teacher angry for 6 years.
After 6 years,and there goes every1,graduate from primary school and go into secondary.


In secondary,
we study,we play,we do things to satisfy us for 5 years.
After 5 years,and there goes every1,graduate from secondary and go into tertiary studies..


Before going into tertiary studies,every1 will have their so called "last gathering".Then off they go into colleges,form 6,uni or even overseas.

Its hurt to lose a friend that grow together but in the end have to let go..however after quite some time,when you found new friends,you will tend to be okay...you will let go and get new friends when u grow up..

Letting go and moving on is what our heart best at :)

Like or Love..

Until today,I still do not know the real meaning of like and love and what is the feeling when we fell in love.I was once asked by a friend,Leow Li Ying,"Do you know what is the difference between love and live?"..I tried google,ask friends,ask everyone and the answers is the same.Love is when you are willing to sacrifice yourself for him/her.Is it true? For me,I'm also willing to sacrifice myself for a friend.What I'm trying to say is like protecting,help out or what so ever.Its kind of confusing feelings.People said,when you love someone,you will tend to think about him/her all day long.I'm not sure whether I am abnormal or what but some times I will think about my friends all day long.Especially after a camp or an outing.Its weird I know.Its hard to differentiate the feeling of like and love.When you see someone you love,your heart will pump very fast??When I see my friends,my heard pump kinda fast also because I do not know what to talk about because its been a long time since we met.What I'm trying to say here is that,there is no difference between like and love.We will like a  person at 1st and maybe "love" after that?? The conclusion is that,we will still protect him/her or care for him/her no matter its like or love,friends or lover...

Why din I thought of this that time ??haiz.....

I got no regrets of anything..

most of the things i do so far..i got no regrets...MOST of it :)

actually...its only bout love live that i got no regret...hmmm...I don't mind being rejected or what..i know i cannot compare with the others..at least i realised about alot of things..yea...ALOT :)...so i don't mind...
I want to be in love again but I guess it wont be easy as last time eh..No more mistakes this time of harsh decision..YES..no more harsh decision..I will think wisely this time before doing anything stupid...Do not want to waste my effort,my energy,my time and my mind just for her...Its worthless..This time...i will make sure I wont make the wrong choice and will make the right move...hmmm.....do not want any disappointment...

The thing i regret is my studies??hmmm....i admit i'm lazy...yes i am...super duper lazy..in the matter of fact i hate to study..i dislike studying!..yes i hate it..A LOT !...but i have to study...its my future?hmmm...gosh!...I dunno why i dun feel scared or disgrace when my result is bad...haiz.. standard 1 till now (form6)...still play play...at least now in form6 i feel scared d...wheee....its time to PIA !!...but i still cant control...ish!!....i just hope i can pass my form6...


MY PLAN ~~

next year...i will be going for an interview for ANTI BRIBERY DEPARTMENT in the police force...hmmm.....my mom agree with me to go for it...whee!!....then...if i get it...AND I WILL BE START WORKING...woohoo!! watch out for those that receive and giving bribes.....hmmm....if i failed....then i guess i will continue my form 6??yesh i will...lol.....

after form 6....errr.....if i passed my form 6...i will be taking my degree in college...not in UNI...uni sux!..i mean government uni...ifi get my course in uni den i will go for it..if not den i wouldn't want to waste my time :)...rather go for college to take degree...and then go for police force!! owh yea!! I DO NOT CARE WHAT YOU GUYS THINK BOUT ME..i will still go for police !!
If i failed form6...then i guess i will straight go for police with a lower rank officer eh.....if get police traffic...HELL NO i will be going..HAHAHA....that is my plan for now...woots!



yes...i DO NOT HAVE ANY REGRET BOUT IT!!!.....

The Toughest !

since young....today ....it was the toughest thing i ever did !!

before this was errr....

the cement thingy...have to repair the cement...that wan still okay okay..

then...move house...FUHH.....carry that carry this....

i thought it would be the worst thing i did..

BUT TODAY !!!..

it was the toughest for me!! till today...

TODAY.....i chop down trees :(....i dunno why my grandma want the tree to be chop down...i keep say that chopping down the trees will be much hotter...but....useless...i cant do anything than just following what she want.....2 trees go BOTAK in 5++ hours !! only BOTAK....the roots haven take out yet...haiz...!!!  damn freaking tired and hurtful !!....cuts all over the legs and hands....and den the red ants!! its BIG...big red ants...bite me....:(...gosh!!! cannot tahan wei...haiz.....have to continue chopping the trees.....3 more le :(

HAiZ!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTA :)

WOOTS..... LIM ZHEW !!...ah sheng 2 !! SIS !! 38 !!  FFK !!!.....hohohoho!!!

HAPPY BURFDAY !!!! wheee.......

hmmm....i hope u like what we did for you.....i know you wont forget bout us wan eh !! hahaha!!! such a nice SURPRISED !! wheeee

better dun forget us !! especially ur "sis"....hahhahaaa!!!

GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS :)

The Reason Why I Stay?

In my 15 years of study.This year is the 15th years in school,I feel that it was the best year ever.I'm not sure if it is because of my class now got girls or what but i feel kinda different.At 1st i thought of leaving to college but I couldn't leave my classmates.Its been half a year we study together,recess together and go back together.Imagine the BOND we had.They are the reason why I continue my studies.I thought of quitting and go to work but I didn't.I met such a great friend.They persuade me.They nag me non stop and HERE am I still studying in form 6 :)

lets start with KAH JIE ~ I know him since i was 16 ? but then i'm not that close to him.However,now in form6,we are so freaking close.He teaches me alot *clear throat*..I mean alot ! :)  His anger changes alot.CREDITS to him..keep up the good work dude :0

SK,PETER,YS and VILUNG ~ 4 of them is so freaking smart.They gave me the OOM to catch up with them.And owh yea!! they play dota also..its fun to play with them.Wont get scoldings.Its only fun and laughter :)

XY and SS ~ FUHH..both of them.Damn freaking close..TOILET go together,RECESS go together,..wonder what they did somemore.SS is smart..I mean GENIUS..XY..she is good in ACC but she hate it..weird eh o.O

ZHEW SHENG and YAYING ~ They are known as JAMES & JESSE...Without them,our class will be so freaking quiet and boring.Imagine the noise they made..WE are used to it but others keep complaining..They dunno how to enjoy thats why :)

CHEN HOON,QIUXIANG and YVONE ~ they are the teluk gadong;s girls..3 of them is like sisters.They will stick together wherever they go.They are so quiet.I mean really freaking quiet..GOSH !

HUIKEE,MEISIEN ad SHOOKLING ~ huikee...hmm..my vice president :) ..meisien and shookling..aiya! same case...VERY QUIET...blablabla...

SUEWEN ~ when she 1st came in to the class,we hated her but after get to know her more,she is not dat bad..Still,she is so ISH~..headache ah talk to her.Feels like SLAUGHTER her..haha!..when she is good,she is real good but when she is bad,she is real bad :)

STELLA ~ Hmm..she is kinda quiet..Her english is not that good and she get a electronic dictionary..Her dictionary is awesome..GAYA-NESS :)

HUISIEN and CHENAI ~ both of them is the "twin" from convent :)..their english is SUPERB..very GOOD...everytime muet exam,their marks is the highest :(


OUT of all of them...only some inspire me and persuade me..KAH JIE,SWEE KHENG,AGNES,HUI SIEN,ZHEW SHENG ad VI LUNG...thx to all of you :)

All I wish is that,all the SETIAs stay together and graduate together :)

GOD BLESS 6 SETIA :)

I hope YOU know who you are that persuade me and nag me..DON STOP DOING IT :)

Why I Must Eat ???

1st of all....IF I DIN EAT...i will be thin :)

IF i get thin...i will have no mood or err the OOM to do something...

IF i dun have the OOM....i will be EMO...

IF i emo....i will have no friends!

IF i have no friends.....i will be so lonely...

IF i'm lonely...i will go crazy o.O

IF i go crazy....den i have to go for medication..

IF i go for medication....then i will bankrupt (how much i ate oso cannot cure)

IF i bankrupt.....then i will be dead :(


SO !!!.....i MUST eat :)

ALLELUYAH =.='

HMMF!!...

blablabla ~~~

alright.....  lets start with her BIOGRAPHY...

her name is TAN SEE YUEN...rite???her age is 18 years old if i'm not mistaken.....burfday january ???hahaha..what else???whatever la...more den enuf d..

i dunno why i mistake her surname most of the time as LEE SEE YUEN!..hahaha.....eh tai ma/lao tai ma/ahma....whatever la...wheee!!

errr....she is kinda "RUDE" ??LOL.......its not rude la actually..its ur way to communicate??haha!!!...

love  to show  oOo or .l.  

owh yea!! she likes to say "BABI !   SEK SI !!! "  i dunno why...mayb coz she is 1 and she tried shit before???blablabla..haha!!

ooohhh....she love dogs also...she got poodle :)....damn obvious rite...its in the pic d =.=' damn...hmmm.....but still...CHESSIE is better...haha!!! BOOO ~~...

aiya.....she loves to go clubbing @ mist......hmmpf!! say dun wanna go d but still....aiya......dun go d la...not good..haha!!....stay at home be a good girl le xD

last but not least....she is very open minded...hahaha!! a good thing eh??hmmpf......

Being Evil To Be Good..

yesh !! its true....
some times we have to EVIL to be GOOD.....
being EVIL not necessary means that we are evil....


SCENE 1
anonymous : omg....i'm feeling tired d wei...
me : den go and sleep la!! aiyo...
anonymous : but i dun feel like sleeping...
me : okay den...up to u ....i go afk....u slowly wait here aite :)
anonymous : omg!! evil la u ! layan me la..
me : *no reply*
anonymous : omg ! fine... *offline*
me : *shiok sendiri*  see we have to be evil to be good..at last he/she went to bed :)




SCENE 2
anonymous : hmm...my phone credit is burning !
me : then off your phone la..aiyo...
anonymous : but i'm damn freaking sien....
me : u rather burn ur credit?? =.='
anonymous : yesh...too sien liao..
me : *off the phone*
anonymous : *wtf !!* *call back*
me : *press the red button* :)
anonymous : *went to bed and sleep*


SCENE 3
anonymous : hey yo !! lets go clubbing :)
me : ALRIGHT !!...
anonymous : hmmpf! i din bring enough cash wei !
me : omg!! i bring just enuf for myself...
anonymous : HOW !?
me : lets go back la =.='
anonymous : NO!!..i wanna rock the floor tonight..the both of us gonna rock it!
me : how to go without cash??
anonymous : that is what i asked u just now =.='
me : *drive and go back*
anonymous : wtf ?? he went back...i'm all alone *talking to himself*
me : *driving*
anonymous : *drove back home*

*save cash xD*

u see.....some times it is good to be evil....being evil to be good....wheee !! :)

For you i will..

i know you are kinda stress....families....studies.....and especially relationship...

i understand how you feel as I'm feeling the same way too??hmmm

i promise you i will back off....as I said i will until i found some1 else???but it is not easy to let go off some1 that easy you see..hmmm....i will not stop loving you but i promise i will not interrupt your love life anymore....

you do not have to feel guilty anymore...i think you know what i mean....i know there is another fella chasing after you also...hmmm....do not think twice....do what is best for you....

GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS....believe in HIM and u will get his answer...pray hard...good luck and all the best...

ILY (L)  <3