Whenever there is a hello...

apabila ada harlo...di sana ada BYE BYE...


During kindergarden,
we study,we play,we do things beyond our expectation together for 3 years.
After 3 years,and ther egoes every1,graduate from kindergarden and go to primary.


In primary,
we study,we play,we do things to make the teacher angry for 6 years.
After 6 years,and there goes every1,graduate from primary school and go into secondary.


In secondary,
we study,we play,we do things to satisfy us for 5 years.
After 5 years,and there goes every1,graduate from secondary and go into tertiary studies..


Before going into tertiary studies,every1 will have their so called "last gathering".Then off they go into colleges,form 6,uni or even overseas.

Its hurt to lose a friend that grow together but in the end have to let go..however after quite some time,when you found new friends,you will tend to be okay...you will let go and get new friends when u grow up..

Letting go and moving on is what our heart best at :)

Like or Love..

Until today,I still do not know the real meaning of like and love and what is the feeling when we fell in love.I was once asked by a friend,Leow Li Ying,"Do you know what is the difference between love and live?"..I tried google,ask friends,ask everyone and the answers is the same.Love is when you are willing to sacrifice yourself for him/her.Is it true? For me,I'm also willing to sacrifice myself for a friend.What I'm trying to say is like protecting,help out or what so ever.Its kind of confusing feelings.People said,when you love someone,you will tend to think about him/her all day long.I'm not sure whether I am abnormal or what but some times I will think about my friends all day long.Especially after a camp or an outing.Its weird I know.Its hard to differentiate the feeling of like and love.When you see someone you love,your heart will pump very fast??When I see my friends,my heard pump kinda fast also because I do not know what to talk about because its been a long time since we met.What I'm trying to say here is that,there is no difference between like and love.We will like a  person at 1st and maybe "love" after that?? The conclusion is that,we will still protect him/her or care for him/her no matter its like or love,friends or lover...

Why din I thought of this that time ??haiz.....

I got no regrets of anything..

most of the things i do so far..i got no regrets...MOST of it :)

actually...its only bout love live that i got no regret...hmmm...I don't mind being rejected or what..i know i cannot compare with the others..at least i realised about alot of things..yea...ALOT :)...so i don't mind...
I want to be in love again but I guess it wont be easy as last time eh..No more mistakes this time of harsh decision..YES..no more harsh decision..I will think wisely this time before doing anything stupid...Do not want to waste my effort,my energy,my time and my mind just for her...Its worthless..This time...i will make sure I wont make the wrong choice and will make the right move...hmmm.....do not want any disappointment...

The thing i regret is my studies??hmmm....i admit i'm lazy...yes i am...super duper lazy..in the matter of fact i hate to study..i dislike studying!..yes i hate it..A LOT !...but i have to study...its my future?hmmm...gosh!...I dunno why i dun feel scared or disgrace when my result is bad...haiz.. standard 1 till now (form6)...still play play...at least now in form6 i feel scared d...wheee....its time to PIA !!...but i still cant control...ish!!....i just hope i can pass my form6...


MY PLAN ~~

next year...i will be going for an interview for ANTI BRIBERY DEPARTMENT in the police force...hmmm.....my mom agree with me to go for it...whee!!....then...if i get it...AND I WILL BE START WORKING...woohoo!! watch out for those that receive and giving bribes.....hmmm....if i failed....then i guess i will continue my form 6??yesh i will...lol.....

after form 6....errr.....if i passed my form 6...i will be taking my degree in college...not in UNI...uni sux!..i mean government uni...ifi get my course in uni den i will go for it..if not den i wouldn't want to waste my time :)...rather go for college to take degree...and then go for police force!! owh yea!! I DO NOT CARE WHAT YOU GUYS THINK BOUT ME..i will still go for police !!
If i failed form6...then i guess i will straight go for police with a lower rank officer eh.....if get police traffic...HELL NO i will be going..HAHAHA....that is my plan for now...woots!



yes...i DO NOT HAVE ANY REGRET BOUT IT!!!.....

The Toughest !

since young....today ....it was the toughest thing i ever did !!

before this was errr....

the cement thingy...have to repair the cement...that wan still okay okay..

then...move house...FUHH.....carry that carry this....

i thought it would be the worst thing i did..

BUT TODAY !!!..

it was the toughest for me!! till today...

TODAY.....i chop down trees :(....i dunno why my grandma want the tree to be chop down...i keep say that chopping down the trees will be much hotter...but....useless...i cant do anything than just following what she want.....2 trees go BOTAK in 5++ hours !! only BOTAK....the roots haven take out yet...haiz...!!!  damn freaking tired and hurtful !!....cuts all over the legs and hands....and den the red ants!! its BIG...big red ants...bite me....:(...gosh!!! cannot tahan wei...haiz.....have to continue chopping the trees.....3 more le :(

HAiZ!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTA :)

WOOTS..... LIM ZHEW !!...ah sheng 2 !! SIS !! 38 !!  FFK !!!.....hohohoho!!!

HAPPY BURFDAY !!!! wheee.......

hmmm....i hope u like what we did for you.....i know you wont forget bout us wan eh !! hahaha!!! such a nice SURPRISED !! wheeee

better dun forget us !! especially ur "sis"....hahhahaaa!!!

GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS :)