What if...

hmmmm...

Form 6 is getting nearer and nearer,,,questions keep popping out in my head...


What if form 6 doesn't suits me at all ?

What if i failed ?

What if i meet with new friends and i forgot bout my friends like wilson,li ying etc ?

What if i don't have the time to hang out with them ?

What if our holidays doesn't meet ?

What if i lost contact with them ?

What if i forget about everything ?

What if i forget about those whom I had memory with ?



These is so frustrating....WHAT IF....omg!...it is so hard to letting go of something isn't it...especially those that u got memories in it....adui...susah betul la...life is a tough journey...that will make you grow stronger every steps that you take...it is full of obstacles that we need to overcome...hmmmm...

WHAT IF :(

Happening day at work ! xD

Full of different emotions in 1 day :)

I wanted to post about the outing with weiwen,liying and wilson....but too bad...nothing much to write about...so...

Yesterday i just cant explain what my expression is.....haha!..

At time square so happy...go back emo...too tired..lol...sleep and sleep....then my mom tell me to go work...dissatisfaction expression now....adui...susah betul la..haha!..

So what to do..she is my mom...have to respect her..at around 1am i went out to work...so tiring wei...At my shop...i just feel emotionless =.='...no feelings after sleeping for only few hours???i didn't even sleep the previous day and then go to time square,then came back sleep for few hours and go to work...who would actually survive that??haiz...

Luckily there is a part of time where the shop is very busy...work non stop...i love this type of situation..it will make the time move faster..haha!...by the time the customers is getting lesser...the time is already 4am...woohoo!!...awesome :)....smile is showing already xD...

Then continue my usual routine...watch TV...work..sit...looking around for nothing...hehe....until around 6.30am....

hmmm....before i continue...do u guys still remember the malay guy..where he is like an entertainer at my shop...i told u guys about him once before....

Yesterday just right before i wanna go home....he got a fight with INDIANS....haiz....

The story go like this :-

This malay guy..he is mad as everyone know about it...so he was talking to himself...but he keep pointing at the INDIANS....these make the indians got pissed...UH OH!...the indians tell that malay guy to go to his table and yea he did!!...so they were keep talking and talking...i thought it should be fine...SUDDENLY....this malay guy....he stand up and raise his voice towards the INDIANS....woohooo....they gone mad about it....haha!....then this malay guy..he know muay thai (thai martial art) but too bad he din fight =.=''...the indian guys too big size...and it is 2 on 1...lol !...

He got bitten up...luckily got another 2 indians from other table stop the INDIANS that is beating him....my mom told us not to interfere...what to do??...what we did is just stop those indians....but it is quite difficult wei...the INDIANS so freaking strong and big size...omg....crazy wan...luckily the malay guy din bleed much....only "kepala bengkaka","nose bleed" and i think his tooth came out xD.....it makes me feel excited :0

there ends the fight....haiz.....y wanna whack a crazy guy???come on la....tolak ansur la bit...abit abit wanna fight....u thought YOU ppl very strong???very fierce???pls la....look urself into the mirror 1st la....haiz....it makes me angry :)

JACKASS!!!

GEEZ....

Dear Friends,

Please take this SERIOUSLY...

This is KINDA important...

Whether u r too FREE or Nothing to do or Dunno what to do or whateva...

PLEASE Don't ever ever ever... go to ONLINE GAMBLING !!!

Do NOT Touch it !!!
Do NOT go NEAR it !!!
SAY NO
SAY NO
SAY NO !!!

financial not good or not stable or whateva...

Try Saving ! Try reduce Expenses ! Try not to go out so Often !


ONLINE GAMBLING :-
1st u create account....
THEY know u r a FIRST comer...
THEY let u win...
THEY know u sure come back and play...
THEY will make u lose...
THEY will make sure u LOSE...
THEY will make sure u LOSE more...
THEY will make sure u LOSE even more...
THEY will let u win some back...

*u still LOSING / OWING THEM an amount of MONEY !!!

THEY will PRESSURE u
THEY will keep PRESSURING u
THEY will keep PRESSURING u to PAY BACK as soon as possible !!!



Please BARE in MIND to tell those friends of yours who introduce this ONLINE GAMBLING to you to... STAY THE F* F*ing FAR AWAY from u !!!...

xD

A friend in need is a friend indeed...

which level are you???:)

Friends are tools that are meat to be used to achieve a person's goal in life.Don't you agree???Everyone will answer this question correctly,I'm sure,but do they mean it???True friendship are hard to come by nowadays.People are getting greedier and more self-concerned.They would do anything to gain wealth,power ad status in the society.Backstabbing often occurs in friendship especially when the subject of money and property is at matter.Are you one of those people that contribute to this situation???

To be a genuine friend,these words "me,"myself" and "I" should not always be our priority.You should always think of your friends before yourself.Friends are people that pick you up when you fall,comfort you in times of sadness and rejoice with you in times of joy.

There are four levels of friendship :-

1st level -> what we can call an initial friendship.This is the acquaintance level and most of us have many of this sort of friendships in our lives.This level of friendship is not the appropriate level to share deep,intimate thoughts and feelings.There's just not enough basis to discuss there things.

2nd level -> would be a social friendship.We all need social friendship.Examples of social friendships are going to the "mamak" together or simply "lepak" together at a local mall on weekends and so on.Friendships of level one and two are good,but they don't go far enough.They don't have the potential to change life.There is still the absence of trust,which is the key ingredient to any close friendships.

3rd level ->is close friendship.Very often such friendships bring people together where there is a shared need or crisis.When we share a special need with another person's life,it usually creates something special to that friendship.In this level,sharing problems can and will most likely take place.We can have this sort of friendships but only a few people.

final level ->is the intimate friendship.An intimate friendship involves total acceptance and dependence on another person.An intimate friend loves you all the time and will defend you even though he or she knows your faults and weaknesses.He or she is there for you when you need them.An intimate friend will be there to share your life and also accepts you the way you are.He or she will not expect you to do something you are not capable of doing.This sort of friendship is most often seen through a marital partner.Yet we all need a friend of this level whether married or single.

So which level of friendship are you at with someone you consider your best friend???

in conclusion,a good friend is truly hard to find in this generations.It is because friendship is a thing that must be nurtured and it takes time to build a bond between two people.Therefore,you should always appreciate the friends around you.I'm sure there will storms and quarrels sometimes but it is all part and partial of friendship.As the saying goes."A friend in need is a friend indeed".

HMMMMMM.....

Form 6!!!

OWH YES!!! I got offered into form 6...errr...Is it a good thing??haha!!

I don't really want to go for form6 but i'm forced to..haiz...I can actually apply for KTAR for the course i want but it is diploma!..Diploma got no major in the thing I want to learn...And it take 2 years..It is a waste of time!!

I also can apple for UTAR but they don't let me in.The reason is because I'm not in science class..WTF rite??The main subject needed for the course is addmath and math.Then I say I got take the both subjects i SPM and i credit!!.They say no matter what subject I take,as long i'm not a science student and it will be a NO to take foundation for the course.They give me another alternative which is FORM 6..That is why i'm going in for form6 now...

Most of my friends tell me not to go into form6.I know it is tough but I have to.I'm willing to work hard for it.I made promises and I'm not gonna break it.Another reason for me not to go in form6 is because I don't get to learn about programming.In diploma or foundation,i get to lear about the basics of programming..

Now i seriously dunno how.....aiya....

Anyway i decided to learn about the basics myself..Through online and also my seniors...i bet they will help me :)

but still...i dun really wan to go for form6 but I have to because my mom is having financial problem and my sister is studying in monash (expensive) !!....

I don't really mind anyway.I know I'm sucks in studying and I rather not wasting my mom's money :)

And now I'm having problem on taking what subjects for form6.They fixed the subjects in package for every class already..haiz...

I have to choose either the 1st class (PA,ACC,ECON,MATH) or 2nd class (PA,SEJ,BM,ECON)..

The problem is,I have to take math and i don't want to take acc..haha!!

Its either I fo 1st class drop ACC and study SEJ myself or go 2nd class drop BM and study MATH myself....

After thinking about it,its better to go 1st class and drop acc.Not only i say that it is better,my friend say it is a good choice also :0

Anyway I will try to apply to HIGH SCHOOL.It is so much better....can choose the subjects we want!!wheeeee...

'YOU" pray hard for me yea...hehe!!

I will fight to pass FORM ^! and menepati my janji :)

GOOD LUCK!!!!