bored !

i feel so bored without her wei !! seriously..omg....thought the whole day is packed with activities....but it feels like the body is there...but the soul is somewhere else :(

morning called and sms after that not anymore...

then my sister ajak me go for movie so yea i followed....aaahhh! i have to drive ! :(  fetch 7 ppl omg !.....went to MBO to watch gulliver's travel...hmmm...not bad la..i cant really enjoy the movie coz of youknowwhy....then drive to AEON to buy school shoe for my bro.......after that.....balik rumah.....reach home bout 5.30pm..gosh....so freaking tired...

i thought she will msg me at night but she didnt :(  okay....den...my aunt's friends arrived! its time for cooking class !!! woots ! 1st..the garlic den the onion...my EYES !! omg......den to the squid....geli !!  the ink the eyes the whatever it is.....yucks..hahaha.....clean everything d....

then lets start cooking !!! wheee......it is not easy as i expected :(...lots of things to do and take note of....anyway i think i can manage to do it.. as i will be cooking only for 1 person??hmmm.....pray hard that everything will go smoothly..wheee....

have to go pasar to buy squid tmr...grr...who can teman me ? :(  haiz...i must learn myself ! fine xD...

woohoo......

still no news from her....blablabla......

ukw?imysmw   :(

Confusion....

hmmmm......aiya....after talking to my close friend aka my senior.....i seriously dunno what should I do now...

SHOULD i continue what i am doing??i mean,will it be worth all the things i've done??

what if... everything just POOF all over again??haiz....i dun mind it POOF away but i'm still a human rite???i got feelings wan ma..aiyo....

2 of my friends envy that i can handle this POOF thingy....what can i do other then keep on smiling???hmmpf....i guess....there is no1 know me well enough....all of my friends though they know me well but there is alot of things i'm hiding deep down inside me....all just to myself.....what is the point letting others know bout me???

the only thing i can do is SMILE....smile not only brings up other's mood but also for myself...ain't that right ?hmmm...

anyway...JESSY....i wanna thank you for all the support u gave me since last 3 years??hahaha.....Gosh....

So now....what should I do with it now??i've done so many things....i think i should just end it by finishing it rite??let fate decide my future...yea....let it be...just follow the flow.....wheeeee.....

i love to sing :)

Singing is my favourite..I sing more than 1 hour each day..I know my voice sux and it is annoying,so what?? Like la i give a damn about it :(  i wont stop singing if you tell me to but err i will sing softer xD

I will only sing when I'm alone,bored,happy,emo and even bathing :)

Singing is part of my life..I just cant live without it...

The most important thing is that I will sing if I'm really stress out.I need it to calm myself down or else I will go crazy..haha

SO....
Whenever I'm singing please do not stop me eventhough it is annoying or irritating

THX FOR YOUR SUPPORT =P

"this"

"this" is the thing that i still cant achieve until today...
i just don't get it why but it seems like others is doing it pretty easy.."this" thing seriously gave me a big headache everything i have a new "this" gosh...
"this" is very complicating until now i dunno what is the "this" thinking bout...
its really hard to guess or whatever it is...haiz...
so "this" thingy hor...aiya...it comes and go just like that....sometimes i not sure whether i am still worth it for this "this".....
or i'm in another type of "this".....omg! its so freaking confusing...hmm....."this"  blinds everyone......
i hope 1 day i can get this "this" woots!....but i dun think it is easy for me to achieve it eh...even now i'm already having this :"this" but then i dun think "this" person that i'm having this "this" notice or understand me :(...so yea i will still leaving out the world of "this" ..woots....there goes YUAN the odd wan :(

Small Pig...

aaahh....what should I write bout this little small pig of mine???hahahahaha....

errrr.....small pig is not "evil" as you can see....owh owh !!...small pig loves to POKE !!...small pig can poke many many times ad its quite fast??what to do...small pig is a black belt holder eh??hahahahha

err what else bout small pig ??omg......oooohhhh.....its nice to talk to small pig thru phone....woots!...for the 1st time i talk to someone for this long..OMGOSH!....small pig happy eh???hahaha....

and and..small pig is very very very scared of small pig's daddy xD  especially when small pig's daddy frowned...i really wanna see your daddy le...woots! hahaha...to compare your daddy scarier or my mommy scarier...LOL...

1 more thing ! small pig HATES someone to chat with small pig in facebook chat thingy....it will disturb small pig's focus on something else....so please...readers out there...if you know small pig please do not chat with small pig that often in facebook....haha....... SMALL PIG agree with me ?? :)

1 more thing ! small pig is adorable ! hahaha....err...which pig is not adorable??hehehe....indirectly i'm trying to say the big pig is adorable also..woots

1 last thing !! errr.....she is errr....AWESOME :)

and last but not least :)  this post is dedicated to my beloved small pig..LOL...


*peace*  oink oink =P