Feeling blueeee???

Everyone feels blue sometimes,but when feeling down turns into depression,you've got to take action...

FEELING blue because you a C for that essay you worked so hard on ? Because you didn't make the team ? Because you can't get invited to the cool parties ? Because your parents are arguing - again ?

Life is becoming more stressful for everyone.Being down or sad because something isn't going well is perfectly normal.Everyone has a bad day,or even a bad week,every now and again.The problem starts when you feel bad for long periods of time.If you feel down for two weeks,doctors say you should seek medical help for depression :)

EIGHT SIGNS YOU'RE DEPRESSED....

cant figure out if you're just having a tough time or if you should talk to someone? check out this checklist :

#1 you feel helpless and hopeless...

No matter what's going on,you have this feeling that everything sucks,and that nothing you can do will change that - ever....

#2 Everything bores you...

You smile when your friends joke,but you don't feel it inside.You used to love swimming but now just can't be bothered.Even food doesn't taste right.

#3 You are exhausted...

You feel like you weigh a tonne,and everything exhausts you.Plus,you feel sore and achy like you've been working out too much.

#4...But you have insomnia

Although you're tired,your thoughts keep you awake half the night.

#5 Your brain is mush...

you can't think straight.You forget where you put things,can't make decisions,and cant concentrate - not even when you're watching Edward Cullen or Katie Perry do his/her stuff :)

#6 You're fighting mad...

Everything and everyone gets on your nerve.

#7 You hate yourself...

When you think of yourself,you can make up a long list of faults,but somehow,you can't think of your good points.

#8 Your body looks weird...

Your eating habits have totally changed,and you find yourself either stick thin or super fat.And those changes happened in like a month !

DEPRESSED = CRAZY ?? xD

what should I do....

what should I do to make things right/???i'm so lost...omg....haiz...YES...secret is meant to be secret....but as i said it will be a burden...hmmm....U TRUSTED me....i know that....at least i did not hide from you that i told some1....i told you coz i dunwan to lie to you...i'm sorry...


i told her that u trusted me and i hope that she wont tell....


she is worried now...because of 2 of us being like that....she wont tell any1...hmmm


i just hope that this thing wont ruin our friendship....i'm really sorry about it.....i really din expect it will be this bad....haiz...

*i'm sorry*

the pain...the pain....

ITS BACK....omg.....actually it didnt cure at all...haiz....doctor said must play sports.....but i not sure it is getting better or worse......haiz,,,,

see the colour on my leg....the powder suppose to be pure red....after that??BLACKISH!...haiz.....

its hurting me....

i cant sit properly....cant walk properly.....and its been more then a year already..haiz....

is there any other solution???haiz!!!

hmmmm

When u left i followed,
but it came to an end,
when i saw a guy who came to bring u,
i wonder who is he.......

i was left puzzled,
wit no clues nor sign,
jus a gudbye and thank u for that time,
off you go wit nothin left behind,
it was jus another empty seat beside me again!

minutes past, as hours follows,
finally u texted,
i wonder whats the prob,
i didnt reply as i was stunned,
but it came to a shocked u could notice the change...

days past as the phone lingers,
with memories of u left to a lonner,
kept asking but i cant tell u why,
but u insist so much,
i gave clues tat u've noe know.....

NOW U KNOW...............but wat can i do ............
I'll always be ant guy right there next to you!

weird dream!!

so...its something like dis.....all the character in my dream all i tak kenal wan...and i was like watching a show only.....its something like....watching some1 dream or something like dat..haha


so this guy.....his parents left him....dunno go where.....somehow they just appear....

so this guy told 1 uncle to tell his father to call him 5 mins later....coz he is leaving to other place.....but then when his dad meet with that uncle...that uncle told him it was 25mins ago d....HAHA!....THEN...

the uncle told his dad...about something that made me cried...he said "ur son had been waiting for your return...and he clean the house everyday...ur photos....he clean till very tidy....he waited for you everyday"....somethig like dat la..haha!....

den suddenly shift scene d.....to 1 auntie....she seems to be that guy's mom..haha! weird huh???so yea...then this auntie keep talk and talk..and i dunno what is she talking....but then....what i saw is that...when she talk..i was trying to jot down what she said..so that i can embed on her graveyard..LOL !!!....

she keep talking and talking..den her lips turn WHITE....den she fall on me......LOL.......and then i received a msg in my phone..and TA DA i'm awake....with all the dreams fresh in my mind....HAHA!thx to the msg i'm awake..or else..i wouldn't want to imagine what is going to happen next..hehe!

*WHEEE*